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Blogs > rm_msghettofab > My Thoughts

Drought...  

rm_msghettofab 53F
52 posts
10/27/2007 8:39 am

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10/31/2007 2:49 pm
Drought...

I have been on a sexual drought for way too long now. Its not that I don't<b> meet men....</font></b>they just don't turn me on. AND IF I AM NOT THERE, AIN'T NOTHING HAPPENING.

But I know a lot of it had to do with the fact that I was hung up on this one guy. One of those type of situations where I was conflicted; my head was saying one thing but my heart was saying another. I still have those feelings but I have resigned myself to the fact that nothing will come of it. *SIGH*

As I look over the landscape of my life, no one I have been intimately involved with really stands out. They were all something to do for the moment. That is what was so compelling about this guy. This is the first time that I have been so attracted to someone. So maybe that is part of it, I guess since I am used to getting what I want, even though I really don't want it.

Now there was another guy but I really wasn't as hung up over him. As I mentioned earlier in my blog, I just had a gut reaction that he wasn't really feeling me. Funny thing is, he called me the other day (I hadn't seen him in a little while). Maybe I just can't read him as well as I thought. May be possibilities there, I don't know.

Right now, I am focussing my energies on getting me together though.

Allelements74 49M

10/27/2007 9:33 am

 all sunshine makes a desert


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