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Grab a Handful
Grab a Handful I have struggled with my weight...I should clarify...excessive weight...for quite a few years. My relationship with food is a constant battle for me. I know there are those out there who say it doesn't matter, be happy about yourself...you are a bbf. I struggle with that concept. I don't dislike myself, or my body to the extent I don't want to be seen naked or have sex. I don't get dressed and think I look terrible. I do not consider myself unattractive. I do Zumba two-three days a week. My knees are hurting and I know excess weight contributes to that. What it all comes down to is, I eat too much. I love food and have issues with portion control. What is really bothering me now is my belly. It seems as I've gotten older the fat has redistributed, specifically I think after hitting menopause. I have a flabby belly. I might have had fat all over before, but never this. And I hate it. I'm not trying to make any point with this blog. It is just my thought for the day. As the warmer weather is approaching (unfortunately, not quite here yet) I look in my closet and find the clothes I wore last summer don't fit me the same as they did last summer. So as of this week I once again am trying to change my eating habits and take my exercising up a notch...but it's just about April, I'm starting too late. I know when beach days are here I won't look the way I want. I do not have unrealistic expectations. I'm just hoping to go down maybe one or two sizes. As I said...just thinking and trying to keep a postive attitude. |
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Sexercise is a nice way to try and lose some weight. Instead of lunch have a nooner. Every little bit helps.
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