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Stay... Stay by Sugarland I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay I can't take it any longer But my will is getting stronger And I think I know just what I have to do I can't waste another minute After all that I've put in it I've given you my best Why does she get the best of you So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine Why don't you stay I'm up off my knees I'm so tired of being lonely You can't give me what I need When she begs you not to go There is one thing you should know I don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay, yeah A while back i wrote about standing still and people parading by. I constantly feel like I am a fun vacation in peoples lives. They stop in have a laugh or a band aid for their boo boos and walk back out. Especially men and mostly because of my lifestyle. I am honest with myself and with anyone else about the fact that i will not be faithful to one person. There are just too many opportunities in the world...lol. What especially bothers me is the people that see me as a fun diversion and then state that they want traditional relationships when they have either cheated in the past, are looking to cheat at the moment, or statistically speaking will cheat sometime in the future...lol The only difference between them and me is that I am honest about it. But they don't see it that way and therefore all i will ever be is a pleasant place to stop off for a while. |
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1/18/2008 12:47 pm |
So do you stay away from attached men?..I hope not formy sake. do you think you could have a continued affair with someone who is attached. I have been able to do it in the past...it usually ends when she meets someone that she wants to get seriouse with. I love you posts and your openess.
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So do you stay away from attached men?..I hope not formy sake. do you think you could have a continued affair with someone who is attached. I have been able to do it in the past...it usually ends when she meets someone that she wants to get seriouse with. I love you posts and your openess. It is why i am not in a relationship because i want to share...lol Thank you but from your post I am not sure if you read my profile.
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1/22/2008 8:26 am |
as a standard member i can not see profiles...i was intrigued by your blog...i would love to meet if you -re-consider
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I feel a little bit like I'm in an episode of "Le Ronde, the Next Generation"...where all these little coincidences and connections are intertwinig...and with that little cryptic lead in, I'll explain. This post reminds me of one of my swinger play pals, who had a similar lifestyle appoach as you, velvet. As it so happens, she's one of the women I alluded to in the "size matters" thread...and was also the long time swing partner of the gent I mentioned to you in chat earlier tonight. Small world. At any rate, this woman and I met through this site, became friends and then fuck buddies...we went to parties and events together, one of which is where I introduced her to my well hung friend that she enjoyed so much [again, see "size matters " thread]. As these things sometimes happen, the sexual side of our friendship ended, but we stayed in touch. At some point after this, there was a swing party scheduled that my date had bailed on...I called my friend to see if she wanted to go...platonically (is there a better word for word for this that reflects the sexual/non sexual aspect, since we were always friends...?) She was bored, so she decided to join me...at the hotel getting ready, she needed some grooming help shaving those hard to reach places...which I was happy to do. I think it surprised her that I could calmly shave her nether regions and not make a sexual move. Later, at the party, she hooked up with a couple interested only in FMF fun (leaving me on the sidelines) and we all went back to the room. They played and I dozed. After the couple left, my friend and I crashed in the same bed. The next morning, my friend thanked me, essentially for honoring the no-sex rule and being cool about it. I told her the sexual time of our friendship had been great and I was always game if she was, but our friendship was more important to me than the sex. It still is... The take away is that for some of us, friendships are a pretty high order relationship and once entered are not lightly abandoned.
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