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This is my life .
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Posted:Jan 1, 2020 6:40 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 11:59 am
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This is life not somthing i do for fun. I AM A TRANS WOMAN. i have been on this journey for years .alot has happened .i had start at the begin ing.not knowing what this meant. not knowing anyone like me. having find way learning from others and what info i could find. i found friends . this is the site i started at. and its why i come back i have sister friends .i am transitioning with a doctors care. i am on hrt. i have found love and lost love. i have went beyond being public about what i am. journey is not over. this is not a game or fetish . i am this woman.i want real love the full srs i am real. and i am i am. like or not understand or not i am not going stop being the i am. be friend or foe. you decide that dont change . life is short we have live it and be our tru selfs. KNOW I LOVE YOU SISTERS AND IM SUPPORT YOU. I GOT YOUR BACK. IF YOU NEED JUST AS AND I WILL BE THERE. I HAVE MENTORS AHEAD OF ME AND CIS GEN FEMALES THAT BACK ME.. THIS IS REAL LIFE.ITS NOT A GAME I HAVE BEEN ONLINE FOR YEARS I KNOW WHAT GOES ON. LIKE MOST FEMALES I WANT LOVE COMPANION SHIP ROMANCE AND ALL THAT COMES WITH A RELATIONSHIP. THIS IS A COMPLICATED LIFE SOMTHING THAT HAS BE THOUGHT AND COMMIT D . IM PAST THE POINT OF NO RETURN. THIS IS LIFE.......ALWAYS....MARIA
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heart break
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Posted:Sep 5, 2019 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2020 6:43 am
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we all find love sometimes it lasts forever sometimes it don't. they say its better to have loved and lost than never at all.im not sure on that. i realy just write these blogs for whats on my mind. not really for others to comment on . it is a way to help me and vent. mot sure why i had people search me to me hate. so now only friends cam comment. my real tru friends know me. and they support me. over time the hurt fades away. still i think of you and cry. i am a female and very very emotional. i believe in god. and its said he wont give you what you cant handle.still im hurting on the inside. no i was not born with female parts but inside i have always felt as a female as long as i can remember. we die and our bodys turn to dust so then isnt it whats inside you that counts. i am under a doctors care to transition to female. if it was so wrong that opertunity would not be there. i will go on and pass no jugement on others. i will try to be good. and live to respect others and love each other . im not going to be consumed by hate. those that do and hurt others will have to suffer for eternity.i will go on trying to be the best female i can be. careing and loveing the world would be a better place if we showed others compasion and love for each other acepting others as they are. i will get better it just takes time. peace and love.....maria
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keep your opinions to your self
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Posted:Sep 5, 2019 5:48 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2019 2:36 pm
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in this day and age why so many want spread hate a raceism if you are so close minded you need keep your opinions your self we all need respect each other for who they are no matter what sex they feel they are or color or religion so many giving me hate for what i am . now i see why so many racist people out there are hurting others.but they will have answer for it on there day we sould all love each other...maria
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love and life as a transgender girl.
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Posted:Sep 4, 2019 6:09 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2019 4:59 am
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well most people don't understand trans its hard enough on us to understand it all it takes years. most think we are some sex fettish or somthing from hell. really i have had a religious person look at me and say im a sinner for being what i am . cis gen females treat me as a equal. and men either want to beat me up or do me. sisters come and go it is the life for us so i try to cherish the moments i have with them.any sister can tell you its how it is we come into each others lives and then they are gone somtimes they come back . but most the time you never hear from them agin. either work, marriage, or health issues. or they leave the life. there are many reasons i guess. so for me i have dated all . been in love and many times got my heart broke. it dont matter weather its male or female or even a sister female it never seems to last for me. it must be me. maybe what i am is hard for someone to love.I am almost at a point to give up and just be alone.it s hard when you have a broke heart.and i have tryd with every kind of person so idk where to look now. my life is busy with reg life things i guess i will just bury my self in work and all of that. i guess love cant come for someone like me. i do hope everyone finds there happy ness...always....maria
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transgender rgt's
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Posted:Oct 22, 2018 3:12 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 11:59 am
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well so our goverment thinks they are going to make transgender people go away.we have been around since the beginning of people.and we wont go away.i not a man and they will not force me to be one.but i see they are saying that they are going to pass amenment by the end of the year to take transgender rights away. i had friends an family give there lives for this country. so we all could live here.. i dont know what is going to happen with all this and everyone deserves the right to be who they are. and live there life. going to find out how i can get more involved in this an study this more. but to who ever reads this an cares . thank you.
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ahh summer where did you go
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Posted:Sep 1, 2018 6:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2019 7:02 am
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oh summer where did you go. the hot sunny days in my bikini an bare feet out enjoying the pool an all the fun in the sun. like the pool side bar that a friend bought me a drink. an i had wisperd in his ear check out that hot blond in the bikini.perfect body tan with nice tats of flowers on her body. i had only seen her from behind. she got her drinks an turned oh gorgeous face she was a very pretty girl half my age. we got our drinks an walked on. not thinking she new we was looking at her but just a few mins later she ran past me an fell rgt in front of me an looked up an smiled at me then she got up an went back the way she came. funny it was like she on purpose did that well i smiled back a drink in my hand an just strolling along wit my friend at the kings island water park .music playing an the nice breeze . swimming an good food an drinks with friends. oh i look forward to more days like that agin . one last day tomorow in the sun. and the western southern fireworks in cincinnati. a end of summer blast. then i will have ta wait till next year. summer sun an the smell of the pool an sun tan lotion. an just the time to let go an just not think of busy life. a vacation for the mind an body . well all who want to read enjoy . i write this just because it helps me. life is a journey we all must take. enjoy an have to take its ups an downs. an make the best of what we got. life is short an you never know what is next kisses....maria
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the t life
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Posted:Mar 28, 2018 6:05 am
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2019 7:06 am
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Here we are out in this world. Like us or not we are people too and we have been here since the begin ing of time of human beings. and most of us gurls live with the same things in our life that we go thru. the more i chat with sisters out there i find we had alot of the same thing happen in our lives. for mei started this early and was forced into a diff life. as some out there can relate too. and after much un happyness im back on my path of the tru me. as others do also. i am just a girl and that has been with me my whole life. now on hormones and a close friend who is helping me as she is farther along and about to have her surgery. and im glad for her my friend and that i have somone to point me in the rgt direction. since i have been like a lost sole for many years.We all have our life to live the ups an downs. and the search for that one tru love. o am lost there also as ive found at least for me. no gen female could ever truly love me. it blows up in my face every dam time. so now im left with men and gurls ones like me to seek companionship with. those who realy know me. know who i am and that im me tru blue. i stand on my word and what i belive in . if i am you friend . i am. I am no pretend girl or just a ho. or dressing for sex. i am who i am. well read this or not i dont care. or realy what others think of what i wrote. i wrote this down just because. to all out there still finding your way. i wish you the best and there are people who care.......xoxo.......maria
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trangender
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Posted:Dec 15, 2014 11:22 am
Last Updated:Jul 18, 2019 1:11 pm
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i was on aol today. And the story of the transgender girl that was murder d by a marine was there. he had pic d her up at a bar an took her to a motel. she was beautiful like movie stay pretty. he had drown d her in the commode . sad enough . but the comments that people left about the story. that because she was not born a female she deserved to die. and that she was not consider d a female. but just a male that is a disgusting person. they must not know what transgender is. not a sex thing its who you are and how you feel about your selph. many on here think if your a transgendr it meens your a . not tru we are just born the wrong sex. ther are people that were born female that are male. an others born male that are female. it is who you are not a fetish. anyone that wants to find out what transgender is. can look it up. i know one place that had something i watched look up tru trans on aol. it actuly helped me explain transgender to people close to me. if anyone wants to chat about this feel free to look me up.
maria
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