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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

Pity party of 1  

80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
10/31/2008 1:56 pm
Pity party of 1

Ok I am feeling the need to have myself a pity party. Very small intimate party with only myself present. I am still very new to the site, the group, and to the swingers world in general. I am pretty sure I partied a little too hard the last time I was at Zeke's. I was upset, let emotions get to me and chose to numb them with alcohol. I had a blast with the friends I was surrounded by, but the next day I felt very guilty. I am not a bad person. I do not normally just hop into bed with a person or group of persons. Especially when I have been drinking! I am normally a very shy, and careful person. I do not want to be thought of as "the easy girl". I am not! I really prefer to get to know people and become friends before I jump into bed. Ok well life goes on. I guess it is time for the party to end!
TheRedheadinHeat 62F
9294 posts
10/31/2008 3:26 pm

 Why feel guilty? Did you harm anyone? Did you harm yourself? And please explain to me this one as I hear it all the time and just don't get it.........why the hell does someone else's opinion of you matter more than your own? You have every right to let your guard down and enjoy the hell out of life when you want to be it with friends, new friends or strangers. It's okay to let go every now and again.

Chin up Chica! Hopefully you at least had some fun that night at Zeke's.
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horny196364 60M

10/31/2008 4:51 pm

 love to chat with you sometime


okc_joe 57M  
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121 posts
11/3/2008 12:18 pm

 You need to look into the mirror, smile, and enjoy yourself... I'm sure you are due some fun...some excitement....


UBadventurous2 48M
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11/11/2008 2:37 am

 I have to agree with the others here. You should not feel bad or guilty for anything you did. If it started out at the club then everyone in there was consenting adults and knew what could happen. If you enjoyed yourself and no-one ended up in the hospital then no harm no foul. I might have been something that you are not interested in doing again anytime soon, but you should definitely not be beating yourself up over it.


PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
11/11/2008 10:09 pm

 We all get a Mulligan aka a do-over. And Darlin you are doing it SO RIGHT now, hehehehe


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