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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

Pain  

80sbaby71 52F
7340 posts
11/3/2009 11:14 pm
Pain

Sometimes the pain is hard to endure. I don't necessarily mean physical pain, emotional pain.....but pain none the less.

Today, okay yesterday..11/3 was not necessarily a good day in history for me. I did good though. I dealt with the pain on my own with very little problems. I was invited to go hang out for drinks with friends. Even danced a dance. Night went along fairly well.

Then something hit. Not one certain thing, but it hit. I can't tell you exactly what, when or even how but it did. Things were going good then they took a downward turn. Amends were tried to be made but words were said that can't be taken back.

Have you ever done that? Said something hurtful, then as soon as it was said wished you could pull it back in? Little things.....

"I love you, but I don't know that I am in love with you"
"It's not you"
"Well you always have a "friend" you can call"

Sometimes things that are said are more hurtful than an action could ever be. Believe me I know. Like I said, 11/3 is not a good day in history for me. And sadly the only person that can truly understand me and my pain is my ex. I actually called him, asked him if he remembered the date. Told him that no matte what I still loved him, and would always love him. I have managed to let go of the pain of our loss of marriage. Why can't others release the pain that binds them.
PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
11/5/2009 12:27 am

 You are right that words can be way more hurtful than physical actions. I'm so sorry you hurt but you survived it Baby. Slowly but surely, you will heal. I love you!


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