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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

Wondering  

80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
7/9/2010 9:43 pm
Wondering



I have spent alot of time wondering where I am in this life. I mean, where are any of us really? Are you happy? I mean there are times during the day where we have our "happy" moments, but as a whole are you truly happy? If you were to die at the end of this sentence could you honestly say you died happily? Makes you wonder.....



I have had many loves in my life. Happy moments with all, and unhappy moments as well. As far back in my life I can remember always needing....Needing love, happiness, touch.... I think there are times that maybe I needed too much, too hard. Maybe that is why the happiness ended.... Makes me wonder.....



I have a g.f. that seems to always find happiness in whatever she does. I want that. Her home (no matter where it is) is always filled to bursting with love. You walk into her door and everything else seems to melt away. You feel the love and happiness. I know that life isn't always roses and wine....but still, I want that happiness. Makes me wonder.....



I want to have love in my home. I want to find my prince charming. Yes I know I need to kiss a few (thousand) toads along the way. I am willing to do this to find that happiness. But sometimes it seems like there are more toads than princes. I seem to be kissing more than my share. Makes me wonder.....



I sit alone alot. I don't cry as much as I used to. That must mean something. I mean I am not saying that I am giving up on love. If it is meant to happen it will. If I am meant to be happy I will be. Sometimes the happiness we want, isn't always the happiness that God has in store for us. I have my . I have friends. I have playmates. I know they all care about me. As I love them all. But I still wonder.....



I have to remember that I must be patient. Love will happen. I know that. But I must also remember I must be true to myself. Don't settle. Love is something to cherish. Love is something true. Love is there..... I know it is. Just wonder why it is so hard to know for sure. That makes me wonder.....
PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
7/9/2010 11:44 pm

 I love kissing .... even toads .... hehehe


PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
7/9/2010 11:57 pm

 I love kissing .... even toads .... hehehe

I love you!


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