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Blogs > peekabooicu2ucme > Musings and mayhem of my mind

You don't belong here  

peekabooicu2ucme 46F
3728 posts
5/26/2009 6:10 pm
You don't belong here
You don't belong here. I have been told this. And it's funny because there have been plenty of times that I have felt or been told that I don't "belong". I didn't "belong" in grade school because I couldn't participate in any of the holidays or birthday parties, nor was I allowed to have "worldly friends". Too smart for the in my class, too young for anyone older to take me seriously I didn't "belong" in any social groups or gatherings. I didn't "belong" in my parents church when I rebelled against it. I didn't "belong" in my family when I "lived in sin". I didn't "belong" anywhere until I became an adult and began my career and began my own family.
Now a divorcee with I don't belong here apparently because I'm not promiscuous. Don't get me wrong, I love sex. I think it's great and I don't look down on anyone for their own personal preferences or beliefs. I'm just particular about whom I want to share it with. The act itself may not be special but the person I'm sharing it with damned well will be. And he had better think I'm pretty special too. I don't think that's asking for too much.
I value myself and I value others as much as they show themselves to be worth. If that makes me an outsider here as well, it's ok. I've developed a pretty good self esteem and I can take it.
If you are enjoying this little peek inside of my head or not, feel free to let me know. I won't apologize for being myself, but I will say thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and looking into my bubble. Try to pop it if you must, but you will find that you just don't belong in my world.

Come visit me too peekabooicu2ucme
Candice643 62M/60F
493 posts
5/26/2009 6:35 pm

 This is a very large site and community. You do belong just by being here. You do not need to apologize nor make excuses. The motto is only do what you comfortable with isn't it?
All good things come to those who wait


Regularguy1845 66M
Ask me for a photo
1003 posts
5/27/2009 5:31 am

 Ditto what Candice said. You don't have to be a slut to be here. Many folks are just here to blog. Some are selectively looking. Others are just here to have as much fun as they can have. You do it your way. You'll be okay!


rm_bp_93 48M
2 posts
12/18/2015 4:07 am

 As this is one of your older posts please note that it's resonating message is still very applicable . Thank you for having the courage to express your thoughts, evolve past your past...totally relevant to ME at least, thnx


peekabooicu2ucme replies on 12/19/2015 2:53 am:
Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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