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The AFF Experience  

rdx37 38M
93 posts
1/25/2016 12:05 pm
The AFF Experience


A line surfaces from the depths of my knowledge... Iron Maiden:

"Here I am again, look at me again, here I am again, on my own. Trying hard to see, what there is for me, here I am again, on my own."

All of us came here as a (probably) desperate attempt to kill the demons of loneliness. I see a good deal of women using this as a strict dating platform, searching for something substantial, but less than a husband. Well, that's not me, and I shan't waste my time accosting you with my unsheathed wang.

I do appreciate it when women will put UP FRONT in their profile absolutely what they WILL NOT accept. This saves me the time of reading through your whole profile to find out you don't want me at the bottom!

I also make a habit of searching profiles which have been active in 3 days or less. I suppose the next step is to limit only paid members, as nobody is going to pay money to make a fake account. Then again, I'm thinking about this logically, and the insane do not know they are. I sometimes suspect my own mind of pulling the wool over my eyes in regards to my worldly perceptions. You wanna play that way, brain?! Imma go drink a beer then!!!

Ha, I . Oh, I'm rambling. Lets get back on track here.

I'm not the average guy who can't construct a sentence, and who thinks only with his dick. I let the dick pick, but then brain has ultimate authority to override dick's terrible judgement.

So I email only women who I believe I would have some kind of mental connection with too*. Individually crafted, unique, thoughtful emails (for the most part. I'm sure some ya'll could reply here a copy/paste of me being stooopid). I rarely get a response. (what do you mean, RDX, you've only been at this for A WEEK!!!).

I don't know. I don't have the energy to put into each individual. OH, lets address the asterisk!

I have also emailed the profiles of the obvious sluts. Gold members, you know them, but they are really up front about what they want and how they want it. I've been guilty of the dirty email to one or two of them, (one specifically asked for it in the profile), but I tried to be unique about them too. I think they were unique but they were probably like every other slobbering horndog on here.

So, I've tried. I've sent some 35 emails this past week, and gotten TWO replies. I know guys outnumber girls here, but... I'm courteous and respectful, intelligent sort of, good physical shape, nice size cock (although one woman I thought I may email today had a limit that I was past!!), average good looking face, even temperament...

According to me. What do I look like from the outside? Am I really uglier than I think? Is my body unattractive? Is my mind a deterrent?

I can't help but feel like my blog from four years ago is being relived again. I'm simply not the droid you are looking for. Move along.

I'm at least looking forward to my relocation to a new state this year and trying again with their population. That's why I bought a year membership. (Although the night life in my soon to be adopted city is a LOT better than what we have here, more my speed, more my style, and I will have more free time as I rebuild my life so I'll get to go out to bars a bit my first couple of months..)

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Some complaints:

I bought the gold member package! Hooray! Now the ads will go away!

Wait. What? You mean because I don't want to authorize you to charge my card automatically you are going TO HARASS me every fucking time I log on to turn on auto-renew and lock in my membership discount?

FUCK OFF!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST YOU FUCKING VAMPIRES!!!!!

You nickel and dime penny scraping fuckwit pantywastes. The fact that this auto-renew feature is so prominent in your website design screams scam.

Stop treating the alleged ADULTS patronizing your web space like brain addled when it comes to dealing with the financing of their membership.

WE CAN DO THE MATH. JUST FUCK OFF ALREADY!!

How about focusing on how to not let your website be so shitty with load times instead of grubbing your digital tentacles into our virtual wallets?

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Sooo, I had some updates here, cynical, paranoid complaints, also with a touch of rational analysis.

I came back here to update again that everything was normal and that I am indeed insane, and I find my blog... not how I left it?

Uh?

Did you hack me, Local Adult Companion, for accusing you of greed and wrath?

Well the greed is a claim which has evidence. The wrath was my own cynical paranoid mind. At least I thought so and was confirmed by the fact that everything went back to normal but...

My blog was edited or changed by someone not me???

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Latest update:

I don't know, and once again, never will- exactly what happened here. Is it possible that I clicked off the page without saving my blog? Yes. I am in the high nineties for percent of which I'm certain I blogged like normal. Beyond a reasonable doubt? Yes. 100%? No.

I feel like a stupid person again, questioning my own self. Oh, wait... I was always a stupid person.

Saranghae2 52F
206 posts
3/9/2016 12:21 pm

So wait. i'm not really the first, but more like the THIRD person to respond to you, lol...

When I'm good, I'm great, but when I'm bad, I'm even better...


rdx37 replies on 3/9/2016 6:08 pm:
YES, I am sorry I misrepresented that. Sort of. Their responses were only one word, or one sentence, uninterested. You actually *wrote* to me, in response to my email. I was thinking about working these facts in to the email I sent you, but then figured 'meh, let me just try the old pity twist'. The Old Pity Twist sounds like a good song. Or a bad song.

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