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When did You Know?
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When did You Know? Here I sit so broken hearted Reached for the lotion and couldn't get started. How does it get empty so fast? I buy it in bulk but it still doesn't last. Guess I’ll do what I've done before Post a blog until the next trip to the store. Personally, I’m on the extreme end of the Kinsey scale, heterosexual with no inclination, indication either in action, thought or dreams, at least the wet dreams, toward the other side of the scale. Given that, I’m not homophobic either; “I don’t care what they do as long as they don’t do it in the street and frighten the horses.” – Mrs. Patrick Campbell aka Beatrice Tanner. When did you know your sexual orientation? I knew at a very early age, somewhere between four (4) and five (5) years old. I was considered a precocious by the adults around me; knew things I had no previous experience with. I heard the phrase “old beyond my years” often growing up. I mention this not to impress but clarify why I ask the question. Is this the usual sexual awakening age or am I an aberration, three (3) standard deviations out from the norm? I realize I’m addressing this question to a very specific population (Local Adult Companion members) and the result will most likely be slanted but I know I am in good company, with like minded individuals and who better to ask? My first memory of this inexplicable feeling of attraction was for my Aunt. She was in her late teens and would baby sit during the summers. This meant long summer days with her in a bikini, tanning and she was sexy – think Farrah Fawcett before the drugs and with larger breasts. I made it a point to be present as she would dress/undress and run to give her hugs while she was bare breasted. The incredible feeling of her perfectly formed breasts pressed against me was enough to give me my first erections, which oddly enough never concerned me – I mean my penis changing size and feel (soft vs. hard). Towards the late part of that summer she caught on to my burgeoning sexual awakening and I had to satiate my appetite by other means. Fortunately there were teenage boys around (I’m guessing to come see my Aunt) who stashed a pile of playboys where a clever little boy could find them. I was in first grade when I started kissing girls, at least the willing ones and had by fifth grade come into my own, when I started French kissing. These urges only increased in strength and frequency the closer I and my female classmates approached puberty. By sixth grade I rediscovered breasts with the girls in class blossoming. I played “I’ll show you mine if you show me yours” or “Doctor” as often as the girls were willing. In fact, I still play these games – beats the hell out of Chutes and Ladders.  The rest of my less than innocent years I’ll keep to myself and leave the readers to relive their own. Is it because I am on the extreme end of the Kinsey scale I found my sexual orientation so early? If this is true, then it would follow those in the center or bi-sexual would have a more difficult if not confusing time of it. Or alternatively, it is possible sexual orientation doesn't effect the age at which the discovery is made. I know there are myriad other factors to consider, social norms promulgated by advertisements, movies and TV shows chief among them and don’t even get me started on organized religions. I leave the readers of this blogticle (thank you BTW) with the original question posed, When did you know your sexual orientation? Here's hoping your basket is empty Basket Theory and your algebra skills are improving Algebra is Like Sex  |
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I really don't know the answer to this one as everyone is different. I guess you just know and it could be at a very young life you might realize you have sexual orientations. hugs V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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"Sexually aware" I have no idea. I think I had a crush on my male babysitter I had when I was 5 or 6? I vaguely remember. And I was totally in love with Ricky Nelson's photo that was on a record cover when I was 7. A step cousin and I would talk about how we were going to marry him, kiss him, have his babies. All the boys my age were dumb LOL. Funny... my first overwhelming feeling of "lust" (that I remember) was when I was 15/16 and babysitting. The dad was teaching me to play a musical instrument and touched my knees to spread my legs out further. I still get a flash of heat remembering!
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I am more curious to know if there is a correlation between the age of awakening and sexual orientation.
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