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It's Valentine's 2016  

daddysmichele 50F  
860 posts
2/14/2016 6:00 am
It's Valentine's 2016


And here I sit alone while everyone else sleeps in. Oh well, such is life. I figured it's time for an update. I decided to just let everyone know who I am to a point.

First off on the façade I am a short woman in my forties that's over weight. Some say BBW and I've even heard SSBBW. I am five one and weigh over 200. You figure it out. I don't care what label you give me. I am a mother, and a wife. I go to church, and lead a pretty normal life otherwise working full time and doing the stuff.

On the inside (and that's where it stays) I am a girl with a dark passion. I love to read erotic stories that are true or fiction. I'm a total submissive in every way. I like to be tied and humiliated SOMETIMES. Not all the time. It depends on my mood. I enjoy hearing what a guy would do to me or with me. I am a total pervert. Inside. If you ask if I'm into it the answer is probably yes.

The reality of my life is that it's complicated. I plan to stay married no matter what you may offer. I will not leave my family or cheat. I am very cautious in every way. I refuse to give out any personal information including my phone number. (Remember me calling you will give you my number.) There's too many crazy assed flakes out there, and I really don't know many people. I am quite content using the IM or messenger on here.

Sorry I'm being so long winded. I hope I don't sound like a bitch. That's not my intentions at all. I hope everyone has a good Valentine's Day.

sunligth11 55M
59 posts
2/14/2016 6:21 am

xxxxx


jar6962 62M/54F
669 posts
2/14/2016 6:34 am

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder !!! How you describe yourself you are one hot lady !! It's fun to have a very descete relationship or I should have say a FWB !!! I'm in the same vote I been married for 26 years, I'm also short 5 foot and weighting 188 !!! I do have a Lover we been together for about 14 or 15 years now !!


daddysmichele replies on 2/14/2016 6:54 am:
Good for you. You must be very happy. I have just never been able to bring myself to sleep around. I've had to deal with it in a past relationship, and it's just too much trouble. If you can do it I'm all for you.

1tongue4yall 65M
2205 posts
2/14/2016 6:57 am

i have a couple short stories on my blog i would love to have you read and let me know what you think.
why do you not want to act on your feelings?
i too am married but my life is slipping away and i am left with unfulfilled desires. i do not want to end my life with what if. i want to stay married too but i a cannot just go on like i am. i love her but she has just become this total prude, so predictable. she has become quite old in her mind. she has pretty much resigned to just waiting out life to die.
not me, i am too much of an adventurer. i am quite healthy and active. i am wanting to live the rest of my life. i do not plan on slowing down for a very very long time yet. i do so need to have my desires fulfilled. i am acting on these desires but will not jeopardize my marriage. i will just be very discrete, and happier and more fulfilled.


daddysmichele replies on 2/14/2016 8:33 am:
Does she know you're here? What if she found out if she didn't know? What would you choose if you had to choose between staying or going? The last question I can't answer myself, and I'm not sure what it is I even want for sure. That's why I can't act on my feelings. I will check out you blogs when I get a chance though.

1tongue4yall 65M
2205 posts
2/15/2016 4:49 am

    Quoting 1tongue4yall:
    i have a couple short stories on my blog i would love to have you read and let me know what you think.
    why do you not want to act on your feelings?
    i too am married but my life is slipping away and i am left with unfulfilled desires. i do not want to end my life with what if. i want to stay married too but i a cannot just go on like i am. i love her but she has just become this total prude, so predictable. she has become quite old in her mind. she has pretty much resigned to just waiting out life to die.
    not me, i am too much of an adventurer. i am quite healthy and active. i am wanting to live the rest of my life. i do not plan on slowing down for a very very long time yet. i do so need to have my desires fulfilled. i am acting on these desires but will not jeopardize my marriage. i will just be very discrete, and happier and more fulfilled.
she doesn't even want to acknowledge that there are sights like this where it is basically for sex, or sex chat. i cannot even get her to talk about sex with me. i want to find out her desires, her fantasies, things like that. i cannot even get her to tell me what she likes, what she likes the most, the least, nothing. the only answer i ever get is: if you don't know by now there is something wrong with you.
i love to play with a woman. but i don't know what to do with my fingers with her....i mean i know the basics, but each woman is different and she in not vocal at all during sex so i really do not know if you know what i mean. she seems to have no interest in being pleasured. if i want her to cum i always go down on her. i know i will give her intense pleasure that way, i am very good with my mouth and tongue so i know she will enjoy fully.
i do not think i could choose between staying or going. i want to stay but i also do not want life to pass me by. i cannot do it any more, i have done that too long. if she was to actually find out, i do not know if she would care. we only play once or twice a month if i am lucky. for three months in the summer we do nothing at all. maybe if she found out she might quit drinking so much and realize there is more to life than sitting a drinking by yourself. maybe.....


daddysmichele replies on 2/15/2016 7:05 am:
Your last lines say it all. Drinking is the root of many issues. She sounds depressed. I think she could use a therapist to help her out of her rut. At first I was thinking that some girls don't get into being fingered much because they're sensitive down there, but I clearly see that isn't it. She needs a professional to stop the drinking before any good may come of any of it. I'm not judging, and this is just my opinion. I hope the best for both of you.

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