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The Death of the life and times of Zero Mega
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The Death of the life and times of Zero Mega Have you ever been so confused it made you viscerally physically uncomfortable? That's how I feel about trying to get a woman to consider me a sexual option. When I was younger I tried to impress. It didn't work. I got older and then I tried just being myself and it didn't work. Then I started studying women so I could figure out what they wanted and I noticed that I already had the traits that they look for in a partner. So I played up those traits. Women love intelligence so I played up being the smartest guy in the room. Women love funny guys so I played up all my sense of humor. I have a killer joke about a dead racoon. Women love honesty and I never lie. Women love loyalty, tact, creativity, generosity, kindness all of these I have in spades. The only traits I don't have is confidence and I know that's a big one but I was a hail Mary . Born to parents who really didn't want me and moved over 50 times and attended 23 different schools so I never got the opportunity to build any. Not a excuse I know but it is a explanation but no one cares about explanations. You either have it or you don't and I just don't have it. That being said I think my good traits would be enough to get me a opportunity to meet someone but no. Especially when I see guys who are toxic getting women. Quick story. I had the biggest crush on this girl. She had a boyfriend but he would cheat on her openly and he dumped her because she was in his words too fat. So I asked her out. She said yes but flaked. Her reason was because she wanted to get back with her boyfriend and didn't want to do anything to hurt that. That story would just be a story of a fucked up girl trying to get a guy that doesn't want her if it was a one time thing but it keeps happening to me in various forms. And if something keeps happening you got to look at the common denominator. Maybe I should stop being me and be more like the toxic guys. I've literally tired everything else. What do I have to lose? I'm going to start being more toxic for now on. I'm going to start by changing my blog. This is the last confessional blog I'm going to write her. There's going to be a lot more ass and tits and a lot less introverted self critical analysis. I'm going to dumb it down a lot. Like a drunk frat boy. I'm going to judge tits and ass and where I would cum on said tits and ass. The life and times of Zero Mega is dead. It might not feel right but what has felt right to me hasn't worked. I'm going to try some wrong. |
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Goodbye and godspeed
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CeriosEros, sorry to hear that you are going to try to be something that you dont like. but good luck in that endeavor.
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Maybe I should stop being me and be more like the toxic guys. I've literally tired everything else. What do I have to lose? I'm going to start being more toxic for now on. I'm going to start by changing my blog. Just from what I've read here even if you "go toxic" it's not gonna help you much. There is one big thing you can do that will reverse your ship to nowhere: get a good therapist. It doesn't matter what you do, if you don't project confidence, attracting women is going to be tough. It sounds as though you were starved for a sense of belonging growing up, in your family, in a physical place. That's not something a lot of people can get over without some help. Get a decent therapist, do some hard and dirty work on yourself and then think about looking for a mate.
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