49 posts 7/21/2019 10:59 am
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Thoughts On Early Years Fantasies - Or Not?
Chapter n/a. Thoughts On Early Years Fantasies - Or Not?
The first time I can remember masturbating I was about 9. Remember guys how marvelously great the first one felt. The only thing surpasses those first early cumming in delight and feeling is the first warm mouth ( man or female) enveloping your hard cock and topped the first , slick, grasping and holding pussy. (an ass is second or third depending on how good of a cock sucker the person is) in pleasure for when compared to a great pussy.
Then came the period of scrounging (stealing?) those Playboy (in later years and thin paper men's magazines which had a lot of black and white photos long before the slicker mags with color) and other magazines featuring the scantily clad (and hoping always for nude) gals. Most featured teaser photos, lots of breasts and tease for more. All used for masturbation material and fantasy dreaming.
Then of course, comes the stealing of our (sisters also for those who had them) Mom's panties, preferably used, and best of all, with what looks like dried from dad or, in my case, dad or a couple of Mom's boy friends. Of course, one of the best masturbating aides. You hide all this stuff and of course your Mom finds the stash. The really good Moms just leave it alone, knowing it is just their growing up. The exceptionally good Moms just might make sure really good and sticky panties are easy to find and their loss never acknowledged (My Mom did this often for three/four years before it was not necessary).
The first warm mouth I experienced was my buddy of many years. We first just jerked off with each other, then doing each other and finally started giving the blow jobs. During all this time we kept trying to get his involved amid non-stop lusting after my Mom and his Mom – She (his mom) was well endowed, or as we said in those days "built like a brick shit house". Also during this period we accidentally discovered our moms (they were nearly life long friends and had gone to school together --- we knew) One day our moms thought we were somewhere else and not in the house when we heard moans coming from his parents bedroom. Needless to say, we sneaked down the hall and there they were going full tilt in a 69. Yes, at this time in our lives we knew what was going on, but just had not a clue our moms were way. We both got hard immediately but stayed watching as long as we could. We did not get caught first time, but pretty sure they knew we were watching the third of fourth time. Based on what happened with all of us later, they were probably putting on a bit of a show for us. {Note: The example photo of my buddy's mom is of course of a lady with implants. His mom's were not quite as big, but she worked out and stayed in shape and were larger than normally seen in the day. My mom did get implants in the earlier days they became generally available, they looked good and fun to with; luckily she was once of the early adoptors never had problems with them.)
Well, what can I say. Both Moms decided to catch us spying eventually and showed us the difference between a warm mouth and a talented pussy. We both got the young in time (she also was my girl friend for a good of years). Also shared as we mostly shared everything. And, as related in other parts of this series, we fucked our own and each other's. moms.
The photos that follow illustrate some of the stuff imagined during the almost daily jerk off sessions; as the years passed they all became reality experienced. - . As an aside; during this period my buddy was very limber and could get about half of his hard dick in his mouth and give himself his own blow job. Me, I could just barely lick the upper part of the head of my dick. Any of you, don't lie, ever try .
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Do gals fantasize about their dads? They must. I know my wife did. Hell we had more than one threesomes before he died. Guys, all at one time or another think of their mom in a sexual way -- most will always deny any such thoughts -- believe if you wish. It is a phase almost all grow through, and out of, as they become older and adult. For a very few of us, the fantasy becomes hard reality. And, for an even smaller of us, it becomes reality for a lifetime lusting with the family and can last for decades. For example, the last time I fucked Mom she was about 77, and she as always gave a complete and deep throat BJ. Some things never changed.
I will put up additional images illustrating more as time allows and the urge strikes. Any and all thoughts you may want to contribute are more than welcome.....
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8134 posts 7/22/2019 9:51 am |
Freud argued we all do. For me it wasn't desire but speculation. And old joke about getting hard isn't a truthful indicator since, at that age anyway, I would get hard if the breeze blew in the correct direction. 
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde 
Pres4u2Again replies on 7/22/2019 6:57 pm:
lol, Believe that all to be very true. Hard before a feather could hit the floor.... Ahhhh distant memories.... |
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7/23/2019 11:52 am
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holy shit all those or i should most of them has hit home,some days ...\8 wish i could go back to those days. honestly i really miss those day. enjoy reading all that......... thanks for the memorials. ...\8>>!happym;
Pres4u2Again replies on 7/23/2019 3:38 pm:
I definitely know what you mean. I am totally with you on that. Hell when it really got to the center of it, I was getting more in a week than I get in three months or more now. And that is downplaying it some as I only want to depress mayself to a certain level. |
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145 posts 8/10/2019 5:17 pm |
The best thing about discovering a stash of porno mags was that you knew they'd been used, the scent of wanking was on those pages, some of the pages were splattered, some even stuck together.... this was even more thrilling.
Pres4u2Again replies on 8/11/2019 11:34 am:
I totally agree. In time new mags started appearing in my stack. Ones I did not steal. That is when I really realized it was Mom and that she was encouraging me. About six months before our first time. Real ages are indicated somewhat in the spreadsheet on another post. |
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