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Blogs > SinnerInside > Get it out of my head...

"Kill Me Slow"  

SinnerInside 39M
72 posts
2/19/2017 10:11 pm
"Kill Me Slow"

Kill me slow.
Take your time
so that I can feel every cut,
every break,
every bit of pain that you can inflict,
and maybe then
I'll realize what I put you through.

Slide the blade down my arms,
and across my chest.
Let me feel it slice through my skin,
carve through my very flesh,
so that I can understand
what I never felt.

Take the<b> whip
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and hear my screams,
as it rends,
and tears the skin to ribbons on my back.
Never let up
until it seems as if there is nothing left
on my bones,
and maybe then I will realize
what it is to receive this torture.

Burn the iron through my eyes.
Blind me to all,
except the feelings that erupt in screams
in my heart,
from my heart,
so that maybe i can finally listen.
No longer obsessed with the empty illusions.

Let me kneel before you,
neck outstretched...
waiting to meet the jagged blade of your hate.
Hack away
at the thoughts that ran through my mind,
and caused me to question my heart.

Allow my body to fall...
bleeding,
broken,
and burned.
On the ground,
at your feet,
a lifeless heap for you to admire,
and show others...
that I finally felt your pain.

SinnerInside 39M
107 posts
2/19/2017 10:14 pm

 I do sometimes see the mistakes that I've made with people... and wish that they knew that I regret them.


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