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Mirrors Never Lie... Or Do They? 🤔
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Watch any time you want... lol 😊 It's nice to know my efforts don't go unnoticed... It's motivating...! Very motivating...! lol 😢😱 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Great post Paul, keeping it real. It's crazy how much gratitude one can get from a fairly minor act of kindness. I volunteer at a food shelf once a month and last time there was an older gentleman volunteering with me. He asked if anyone else on the crew could give him a ride to a bus stop a couple miles away. I said 'sure, but where do you live?'. It turned out he was literally directly on my route home, so I took him home instead of to the bus stop. He was SO effusive, calling me an angel. My only regret is that I didn't think to get his phone number to possibly coordinate future shifts, so I could continue giving him a ride. And...yeah...aging and being alone, it's something I've started to think about. There is no one who I have consistent daily contact with, who would know to be concerned if they didn't hear from me. I have a friend who I email with almost every day, and we did have the discussion of, 'if you don't hear from me for more than a couple days and you can't get a response via text, contact my friend Lisa who lives up the street and has a key'. Of course, if that's two days of lying unconscious at the bottom of the basement stairs, who knows what kind of shape I'll be in I do find myself being very careful going down the stairs. After my dad died, my mom would have a daily morning phone call with a friend to check in on each other. Sometimes it was just "Hi, I'm still alive, have a good day!" lol. At 61 it feels too early for that, but I probably should be cultivating someone who I'm in daily touch with, that way.
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Great post Paul, keeping it real. It's crazy how much gratitude one can get from a fairly minor act of kindness. I volunteer at a food shelf once a month and last time there was an older gentleman volunteering with me. He asked if anyone else on the crew could give him a ride to a bus stop a couple miles away. I said 'sure, but where do you live?'. It turned out he was literally directly on my route home, so I took him home instead of to the bus stop. He was SO effusive, calling me an angel. My only regret is that I didn't think to get his phone number to possibly coordinate future shifts, so I could continue giving him a ride. And...yeah...aging and being alone, it's something I've started to think about. There is no one who I have consistent daily contact with, who would know to be concerned if they didn't hear from me. I have a friend who I email with almost every day, and we did have the discussion of, 'if you don't hear from me for more than a couple days and you can't get a response via text, contact my friend Lisa who lives up the street and has a key'. Of course, if that's two days of lying unconscious at the bottom of the basement stairs, who knows what kind of shape I'll be in I do find myself being very careful going down the stairs. After my dad died, my mom would have a daily morning phone call with a friend to check in on each other. Sometimes it was just "Hi, I'm still alive, have a good day!" lol. At 61 it feels too early for that, but I probably should be cultivating someone who I'm in daily touch with, that way. My daughters and I text, talk... daily. But... like you, I watch my step when I'm on my stairs. I would notice.... I don't know what I'd do. But I'd notice. I read a post yesterday, and the blogger posted the lyrics and a link to the song Jealous, by Labrinth... Have you ever listened to it? I'd warn you.... but... https://youtu.be/50VWOBi0VFs ... ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Paul... I don't much worry about anyone finding me in a state of decay. The problem, as I see it, is this: if I go before my dog, will she munch on my wrinkled face? She is rather vindictive (like most any female) and I know she harbors certain long-term grudges against me. Although she knows where I keep her crunchies... and there's always spares available... I just have this stinkin' undercurrent of doubt that she would start in on those vitamin-enriched morsels. I've mentioned to my neighbors that they might check on me to see whether or not I'm still kickin'... since my Snoodie McNabber needs to be properly fed. To date... they ain't yet checked. Ain't sure if they're afraid of finding some dried-up geezer layin' stiff in the recliner...or if they just hate my guts because I'm old and in the way-- But my dog ain't never bit one of them. The more I think about it, I hope they all starve... like freakin' rats caught in a trap! ( I'm kidding... of course. Right? ) Solar...
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Paul... I don't much worry about anyone finding me in a state of decay. The problem, as I see it, is this: if I go before my dog, will she munch on my wrinkled face? She is rather vindictive (like most any female) and I know she harbors certain long-term grudges against me. Although she knows where I keep her crunchies... and there's always spares available... I just have this stinkin' undercurrent of doubt that she would start in on those vitamin-enriched morsels. I've mentioned to my neighbors that they might check on me to see whether or not I'm still kickin'... since my Snoodie McNabber needs to be properly fed. To date... they ain't yet checked. Ain't sure if they're afraid of finding some dried-up geezer layin' stiff in the recliner...or if they just hate my guts because I'm old and in the way-- But my dog ain't never bit one of them. The more I think about it, I hope they all starve... like freakin' rats caught in a trap! ( I'm kidding... of course. Right? ) Solar... Of course, you'd want to keep her fed, until they find you. 😱 lol... Thanks for sharing.... That was a good one. You're welcome here, any time. 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yes, profound posts. Two posts in and I'm a blubbering idiot!!! Definitely still raw from the reality of my life. I have wondered who will take care of me if I get sick like my husband did, was...who will comfort me when I get lost and confused, who will wipe my butt (I know probably a bit more than folks want to read, but you know what, that's reality. These past few weeks have been hard. The reality and graviment of my "new normal" well...I'm not liking it very much right now. I'm sure over time I'll adapt. I'm a survivor and I'll make my way slowly but surely. Pleasure's a sin, and sometimes sin's a pleasure... - Lord Byron, Don Juan
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Mentally, I'm pretty sure I'm like...30. lol. Physically, once in awhile I feel my age, and I definitely need to be more active. I don't mind living alone, most of the time. Every once in awhile, it would be nice to have someone around, especially at night. Because I live so far from my family, and only have a few friends here (that I don't interact with on a daily basis), my kids check in every couple of days...even if all I do is react to something they share in FB mes.senger, they at least know I'm okay. I talk to them every couple of weeks, at the most. "Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax." – Mark Black
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Yes, profound posts. Two posts in and I'm a blubbering idiot!!! Definitely still raw from the reality of my life. I have wondered who will take care of me if I get sick like my husband did, was...who will comfort me when I get lost and confused, who will wipe my butt (I know probably a bit more than folks want to read, but you know what, that's reality. These past few weeks have been hard. The reality and graviment of my "new normal" well...I'm not liking it very much right now. I'm sure over time I'll adapt. I'm a survivor and I'll make my way slowly but surely. Here is a short one that is hotter... 🔥 Sex With a Domme Way More Fun Than Toast and Jam I believe, this will be the last time in a while, that I explore these type of thoughts... I understand where you're coming from. I'm sure time will heal, your wounds... It usually does. How much time? That's a good question. Pop on by any time. Even if you have nothing to say. I can listen to you breathe. 😊😘 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Mentally, I'm pretty sure I'm like...30. lol. Physically, once in awhile I feel my age, and I definitely need to be more active. I don't mind living alone, most of the time. Every once in awhile, it would be nice to have someone around, especially at night. Because I live so far from my family, and only have a few friends here (that I don't interact with on a daily basis), my kids check in every couple of days...even if all I do is react to something they share in FB mes.senger, they at least know I'm okay. I talk to them every couple of weeks, at the most. That thing with my daughters is, it took me a few years to train them to text, on a daily basis. Now it's become a habit. Sometimes all I do is offer a quote of the day, or a reminder of the National Day celebration. Yep... I'm like you. I don't interact with enough friends. Oh well... What can one do? I guess, I could volunteer more. I've known that it is rewarding as well as a great way to feel, more connected. I don't know.. Night time cuddling? Yes please. That would be very nice.. no? lol 😊 Something about skin on skin, no? 😘 Thanks for sharing your pov. 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Oh dear.... Anyone should have done the same... no? One of your neighbours must be old.... no? Oh well... how would you know when.... if .. I were to go.... hmmm.... Yep.. perhaps the question is too morbid... Is it? 😊 For you...the first indication would be a static blog with no new posts or comments made on other’s blogs.
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I do have some elderly neighbours and I worry about one in particular. She never answers her phone or a knock at her door. She could lay there for days before anyone would know 🙁. For you...the first indication would be a static blog with no new posts or comments made on other’s blogs. So you'd notice in a day? Perhaps I should give you the keys to my place and a number to call. Though... by the time you'd get here... I might be a bit ripe... 😨 OK.... enough... Happier thoughts? ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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No she’s not deaf, just moody. Quite sad actually. Fix that damn teletransporter and I would be there in a flash ⚡️ Happier thoughts? Sunshine ☀️ and lollipops. Sex on the beach 🏖 . Winning the lottery 🎉. Good friends. Good food 🥘 . Good wine 🍷 Good times 😊
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No she’s not deaf, just moody. Quite sad actually. Fix that damn teletransporter and I would be there in a flash ⚡️ Happier thoughts? Sunshine ☀️ and lollipops. Sex on the beach 🏖 . Winning the lottery 🎉. Good friends. Good food 🥘 . Good wine 🍷 Good times 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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well I like crowds and I grocery shop just about every saturday afternnon. just the once a week. . I hate with a passion beingalone.......
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well I like crowds and I grocery shop just about every saturday afternnon. just the once a week. . I hate with a passion beingalone....... So... it's obvious that you'd shop Saturdays... the busiest day. lol.... 😊 Maybe I've bumped into you, without even knowing. 😱Do you ever go to the Provigo on St. John's and Pfd Blvd? 😁 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I guess if you hate being alone, that's why you like crowds. Makes sense. 😊 So... it's obvious that you'd shop Saturdays... the busiest day. lol.... 😊 Maybe I've bumped into you, without even knowing. 😱Do you ever go to the Provigo on St. John's and Pfd Blvd? 😁
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Paul.........no. just the store out here in Laval. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I was alone and ran my home for 20 years until I met someone who had an huge impact on me. It lasted 7+ years and now he's having an eternal sleep. That very recent event has served to age me BANG like overnight. I had to rewrite all my paperwork and I find that very unsettling. I have a deal with my best friend and with my sister to contact them every day. I did not have a problem being alone before but I know I will now- it sucks pond water (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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I was alone and ran my home for 20 years until I met someone who had an huge impact on me. It lasted 7+ years and now he's having an eternal sleep. That very recent event has served to age me BANG like overnight. I had to rewrite all my paperwork and I find that very unsettling. I have a deal with my best friend and with my sister to contact them every day. I did not have a problem being alone before but I know I will now- it sucks pond water I guess, that's why I do silly things like go to that stupid grocery store of mine daily... even though I don't really need to. Hey.... I'm always here... if you want to talk.. My phone is always on.. Things have a way of smoothing themselves out over time. ⌚ I hope that time can do that for you. I'm sure it will... if you let it. 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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