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Schizophrenia: It's fun for both of us  

Subfantasy67 57M
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7/11/2018 1:40 am
Schizophrenia: It's fun for both of us


Roses are red
And they smell pretty too
I'm schizophrenic
And so am I

Thus goes the twisted childhood rhyme meant to imply that one had multiple personalities. (Dissociative Identity Disorder as it is known these days) No disrespect is meant toward anyone who actually suffers from a mental disorder, but I think it is fitting for a select group of us here.

My blog isn't called Confessions of a part time sissy for nothing. I lead two very different lives. Both of them are real. Both of them are truly who I am, and I wouldn't want to change anything about either.

On the one hand: I am an utterly submissive cock and cum slut. This me would love to be gang banged by a basketball team, fucked by random men as they please, even whored out to friends. Don't get me wrong Ladies. I love to serve you too, but as a sissy, not as a man. This me is not CD or trans, but revels in 'forced feminization', loves the submission, the verbal degradation, and loves having my ass be the center of attention.

On the other hand: I am a moderate, masculine, "straight", married man. I enjoy sports, hunting, fishing, and more cerebral pursuits as well. I am a loving husband, respected father, and a corporate level manager. This me is dominant without being domineering, but unquestioned "master" of my domain.

"Aha!", you say. "We've got you". This is the same lie that every closeted LGBT person tells themselves before they get the courage to come forward and be themselves. Right?

But this is where it all falls apart. You see, I love BOTH my lives. And BOTH my selves. The yin and yang are balance and harmony for me. I lived with only one side for most of my life before being shown the missing half, but that side isn't the whole me either.

I suppose the moral of the story is to learn to love yourself, even if you are more than one person...

And, hopefully, everyone can realize that accepting people for who they are often means more than one thing. People are complex individuals, and none of us fit in neat little boxes.

Please leave comments (good or bad), so I can tell what you think of my blog. I've never done this before.

"You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes."
Subfantasy67


Subfantasy67 57M

7/11/2018 1:41 am

Do you still need the obligatory first comment before your blog post can be seen?

"You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes."
Subfantasy67


TooLittle2late4u 42F
1 post
7/11/2018 2:56 am

I agree, I have felt the same way and shared that thought with my love. You must be true to yourself. What you like, what you want, should not be hidden due to closed minds of others or their unwillingness to accept you as you are. I believe there is beauty in each of us and no one has the right to shame us or make us feel like we should hide our likes or dislikes. To each their own, everyone is unique, different. Otherwise, life would be such a bore, don't you think? But I do hope you are honest with your spouse. And I do hope she is your cheerleader and your biggest supporter. Thanks for sharing that post. Take care !


Subfantasy67 replies on 7/11/2018 7:36 am:
Thanks{=}

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