Some people suck
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Posted:Dec 19, 2013 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2013 1:48 pm
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My new shovel is gone. I used it this morning with the new snow. I was in a hurry and left it by the door and when I got home tonight it was gone. Seriously some people suck. Why would you steal a damn shovel?
I really don't feel like being nice to people anymore. There is something about this time of year that brings out the horrible in me. Maybe its because so many people try to be what they are not. I hate that people can disregard friendships so easily. Can be so cruel and heartless.
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Working from home
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Posted:Dec 18, 2013 3:24 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 10:5 am
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Odd I would get more done working from home than I do in the office. I stayed home today because I have a sore throat and did not want to worry about going out in the cold. I started working around 7:30 and it is 2:15 and I just realized I have not taken a break. The day has flown by. Lots of calls and stuff to go over. The was even quiet.
I love having the opportunity to do this. The lat position had it but not much since I managed people. With this one it doesn't matter where I am as long as I have a phone and connection to internet. At some point I do need to shower though...
I decided not hold M hostage for Christmas. I had said because I paid for her to come back she had to stay with me. The more I thought about it the more I realized I was being unfair. I hate the holiday and it is her favorite holiday. She should go to her dad and her BF. They celebrate like a normal family with big gatherings and trees and presents and stuff like that. I will probably have lots of wine and sleep. I wonder at what point I lost my domestic diva standing? I used to be so into this shit. We had traditions. We decorated cookies and baked for friends and neighbors. We had people that did not have family over to our house. The electric bill was outrageous because of the decorations. At what point did I decided to not do that?
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Stolen shovel
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Posted:Dec 15, 2013 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2013 10:06 pm
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Someone stole my shovel. Seriously. Who the hell steals a shovel? Borrow it. That's what neighbors do but steal it? What the fuck? I was out there shoveling somewhere around ten last night and it was gone at seven this morning. Anchorage received about a foot or more of snow in 24 hours. I needed that damn shovel. So I went and bought one.
My plow guy (not that kind you gutter fucks!) came and got my driveway clear tonight.
Now to prepare for the week ahead. The past week taught me I will be traveling much more than I did with the last company. I think I will be in Anchorage the first week of January and then gone every week but home on weekends. My new boss is very big on being home on weekends.
I am going to try to make it to Chicago some time soon to see one of my friends who moved from Denver to Chicago but I would much rather it be warmer than it has been.
I think I am going to duct tape my new shovel a nice bright pink.
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Odd questions
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Posted:Dec 14, 2013 8:15 pm
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2013 8:30 pm
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I received an email today from someone I have not talked with before and does not have a picture or a completed profile. He asked me when the last time I was taken care of. I wonder why people feel they need to ask that? I wonder would it make a difference if I said this morning or last year?
To top it off it is irritating to get emails from people that don't have completed profiles or pictures. I have taken the time to complete mine ( I do need to update some), I have pictures of myself. If you can't include them in your email you probably should not bother contacting me. For all I know the mystery person could be my pastor or the ex trying to see what I am up to.
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Lovely Date
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Posted:Dec 14, 2013 2:38 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 10:5 am
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I had a lovely breakfast with someone new today. It was so nice to have conversation and laughter with no expectation of anything. He was polite, had manners, did not talk about how much he drinks or parties, did not feel the need to impress me with the amount of money he makes, he did not talk badly about ex-girlfriends or wives. I was impressed!
The day is going to be somewhat of a lazy day. After breakfast I went to get a trim and then came home to just hang out with M. We may go to the park but I would much rather just be cozy. I did some shopping online last night so I am almost done with holiday shopping.
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Back to snow
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Posted:Dec 13, 2013 8:59 pm
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2013 9:54 am
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Just got home and it is snowing and wow cold. This week has been a blur. Seattle, Fresno, LA, Seattle and now home. While I will be working with the same contract there is much the new company does that is different. There will be so much to learn about their processes.
I am not ready for Christmas. I don't have a tree up or even an ornament. I am not in the spirit this year. I can't bring myself to be excited about anything. I know this is normal for this time of year; I had hoped with M coming home it would be different.
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It's cold in CA
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Posted:Dec 10, 2013 9:40 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 10:5 am
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I'm in Fresno on business and its cold, it was 26 degrees when I went out to the rental this morning. I was not expecting that. On the bright side and I do mean bright, there is sunshine! Yay California!!
There is so much to take in with the training, I'm tired and ready for bed and haven't had a glass of wine yet.
I am looking forward to being in Seattle later this week.
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slightly amused and annoyed
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Posted:Dec 7, 2013 11:13 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2015 4:57 am
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I received a text on Thursday telling me to listen to the first 20 seconds of song by Shwayze called Love is Overrated. I listened; basically it is the guy saying he just wants to fuck. Nothing else.
I responded with okay I can respect that. He asked if I respected it enough to make it happen.
I responded I was not the one that was going to make it happen.
He went on to get frustrated with me because he says he tried to give me the emotional side of things. I don't seem to want anything. I wonder shouldn't that be a clue? I have broken down for this man as to why it will NEVER work.
So while the message was amusing it annoyed the fuck out of me because if you need to get laid call someone else. This is why I think should be legal. So people can do their thing and not come off as jackasses.
On a different note my dad had major surgery yesterday that should have happened years ago. I am so proud of him for finally getting it done! Going to hangout with him today since I am leaving again on Monday.
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Insomnia and sex
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Posted:Dec 5, 2013 9:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 7, 2013 6:14 pm
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It has been four days since I have had more than 4 hours of sleep. I thought is had to do with stress about the job. Then I thought maybe it was having M back in the house. My has decided he likes her more than me. Our weather is odd with freezing rain and slippery roads. I can't seem to stop thinking about sex. I have the crazy. Oddly this is when I say no to every sexual advance. It is not a fun time.
I am praying 2014 brings me a partner with whom I can share emotion and sex. And sleep.
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Employed!
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Posted:Dec 4, 2013 10:39 pm
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2013 8:13 pm
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Yay! I am working again! Happy am I! I know it was only a few days and technically only 2 of them were unplanned but I don't like unplanned. I received the all clear at 7:15 this morning and went to work.
Too much to write at the moment but way too tired to think about it.
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Let's talk about booty calls
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Posted:Dec 3, 2013 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2013 10:16 pm
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I am all for them, I have actually made these calls but I prefer to be clear on what I am doing. I have said many times I do not think the FWB situation is a good thing. It rarely works out the way people want it to. I was recently approached by a former lover to have a sexual relationship only. He said we could keep the emotional side out of it. Just sex. Last week he texted me daily asking if it could happen that night. I had actually thought about it. The thought of sex on a regular basis was very attractive. Then common sense kicked in. Um no.
We ended badly. Ugly things were said. There is no way emotions would stay out of it.
Then of course there is the drunk booty call. The text at midnight on a Monday-What are you doing? What the fuck do you think I am doing? Sleeping. That is what most people do on a Monday night at midnight. Can I come over and spoon? That one always makes me giggle. That didn't happen either.
So still no clearance on my background check. I really would like to go back to work.
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That was fun
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Posted:Dec 2, 2013 8:27 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 10:5 am
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Well today did not work out quite the way I thought it would. I woke up to a call from M that she was on I 90 stuck because of weather and trees down. She finally made it to Seattle and as of 10 minutes ago she was through security and boarding her flight soon. I was excited about her coming home but when I learned, last minute, she may be living with me full time again I am not sure how I feel. I was not thrilled about her living with the BF but also got used to living living on my own. Hmmm...what do you do when the comes home?
My background check has not cleared yet so I could not start the new job today. That would not have so bad had I not had to spend a few hours at the social security office because I lost my card. Apparently when I was preparing to move to Colorado I misplaced the important documents. I am wish I knew what happened to them. I am praying I did not throw them out. This envelope had my divorce papers, my living will, social security card, birth certificate and medical stuff. Frustrating to say the least...
At least Seattle is kicking New Orleans ass.
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Gold
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Posted:Dec 1, 2013 5:43 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2014 9:19 pm
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I just realized I am a gold member. I noticed a couple of days ago there was a gold thing next to my name when I logged in. Does that mean someone gifted me a membership? Shouldn't I know that? If you did; thank you. I am not sure what makes it different because I don't do much on this site but if there is something cool I should be doing tell me!
I did one of my least favorite things today. I went to a grocery store. I hate those places. I figured with Denver playing most people would be watching the game. Who knew so many people don't like football? Ugh
I start with the new company tomorrow. Yeehaw. Still not sure what to expect but it can't be too bad.
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