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Local Adult Companion
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Posted:Dec 24, 2015 5:40 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:31 am
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adult
[uh-duhlt, ad-uhlt]
adjective
1.
having attained full size and strength; grown up; mature:
an adult person, animal, or plant.
friend
[frend]
noun
1.
a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
finder
[fahyn-der]
noun
1.
a person or thing that finds.
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Alright Clue Me In...LOL
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Posted:Jan 22, 2010 12:41 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2022 2:23 am
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I do know what MILF means so that ones covered. Have heard a quite varied descriptions for a cougar so that one is still not clear. Rainbows are gay and Skittles go both ways? I thought the saying for skittles was taste the rainbow...totally lost on this one. Enlighten me and share some of the new age slang with me. As far as that goes feel free to add the old slang terms to. No telling what I might be far out in left field on, LOL.
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Well Dang!!
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Posted:Jan 15, 2010 4:38 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2024 5:24 am
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Another night I can do whatever I would like..which is seldom..& I have no desire to do anything. Smiles to those of you who keep encouraging me & giving me the not so suttle nudges to push me out of the rutt I keep getting stuck in lol. I do appreciate it immensely. Could ya'll please do 1 more thing for me.....???? Enough of the I cant believe your single stuff, then adding the compliments about the way I look. I am flattered ya'll say so. Yet I can't help but start questioning myself why I hear that so often these days. Tell ya what..ask again & I can tell you where to find the answer lmao. Not really but damn then I'd get to know why too. JOKE!!!!! I'm single..thats my "life style". Hmmph! To be honest with myself..yes it is by choice. I'd much rather be single & get lonely than to be with someone just to have someone. So I'm ruling that ole wise tale out. Misery does not love company. Ok speaking for myself cause reason & logic seem to vary in astounding ways depending on who you are talking with. Misery was figuratively speaking. If you read what I write please bear with me till after the 18th or just ignore me till then lol. Yes I have mentioned a lost love but that doesnt even begin to tell why this is such an incredibly hard time of year for me. As intense as emotions can be..especially after shock wears off...atleast now I know I am finally going to heal & will come out much stronger & instead of this time of year being so uncomfortable for me, next year will not have the same cold affect. If for nothing else...That I am thankful. Boots laced & Chin held High!
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True Rider
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Posted:Jan 15, 2010 11:53 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:33 am
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You tore my world apart
With such a cold heart
The hateful words spoken
Left one heart broken
A pain that cut so deep
For a love that wasn't for keep
Lies told with a cunning smile
And I believed you for a while
Now the truth lyes before me
We were never meant to be
You twisted my way of thinking
Then drove me back to drinking
Your way of life is really cruel
No consideration for any of the rules
A world you think belongs to you
Even though you haven't a clue
You had a rider on your side
That you chose to cast aside
I held on to who I saw in you
Never realized you thought I wasn't true
GC 2005
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Just a Girl
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Posted:Jan 13, 2010 9:56 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:34 am
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You guys have been great offering words of experience & encouragement. I couldn't help but laugh at the point 1 gentlemen made. Yes there is a midnight every night & that gives an array of endless hope. It never ceases to surprise me how many guys will tell me I'm beautiful....or how many will point out what I need to work on. Just goes to prove beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. I can find beauty in everyone. I may never find the right guy. Thought I had once & that was a terribly heart wrenching experience when I learned just how shallow human nature can be. It's been 5 yrs since that experience sent my life in to a whirl wind of mixed emotions & memories I'd rather forget. Yet to forget would be to risk the same exposure & as painful & shocking as those years have been. I wouldn't change it. After all it gave me new insight on who I am & what I deserve. Just a Girl who wishes on stars & wants the same thing for you as I want for myself. A life filled with laughter & love.
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New Years Eve....
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Posted:Dec 31, 2009 2:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:34 am
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I was hoping to try a new experience tonight but no such luck lol. Never the less I still am not going to be sitting at home by myself. My cousin has given me free reign over the plans...hmmm does she have any idea what that might entail?? The only parties I have been invited to were out of town & it's to late I'm sure to call & make reservations. So we will have to put that on things to do in 2010 list. I know the thing I have missed most about New Years Eve since I havent done anything on one in 4-5 yrs now...besides the champagne of course...is that kiss at midnight. Which I'm not going to rule out at this point.(Fingers & Toes crossed it will...haha.) Anyways, just wanted to tell everyone Happy New Years...have fun, smile & laugh to your hearts content..oh & KISS!!! Stay Safe & Don't Drink & Drive!! Smiles & ((HUGS))
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Smiles to All.....
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Posted:Dec 26, 2009 12:10 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:35 am
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Finally started to find some peace of mind today. I have never cared much for this time of yr. Seems from Thanksgiving to Easter I just want to crawl into a hole & hide. Haven't even celebrated New Years Eve in 5 yrs. Christmas I usually barely am able to endure but for my mom & grandma I would just smile & make the best of it. With the passing of my grandma recently I really wasn't looking forward to the Holidays. Yet today was one of the best Christmas I can recall. Fall/Winter are a time to let go of people & situations that are no longer here to enjoy or are not enjoying you. It's not about taking it personally, it's about realization. The one you like may not & probably will not like you. OK YEA!!! That was fun...lol...not really but it is what it is. I know it is up to me to decide if I am going to be happy or wallow in self doubt. I have spent a lot more years getting to know me than I have someone who doesn't take the time to know me or isn't listening. I have had so much positive re pore from several people who are just trying to get by & have some fun in the mean time. I appreciate the insight & have much respect that you took time to read my blog & either comment on it or send a PM expressing similar hopes & fears. Yes it is comforting to know that there is still real people who understand & value the truth. I will not be sitting home alone New Yeras Eve this year. Not sure what I will be doing but I will not bring in another year the same as this year started off. I think it is time to write some goodbye letters even if only for me to find closure. Am hoping you all had a good Christmas & that the New Year will bring a positive change in all who seek one. ((HUGS))
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I'm not Laughing
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Posted:Dec 21, 2009 6:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:34 am
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How in the heck can some one practice common courtesy so superifically? I am so much more naive than I realized. I really thought by 40 the bs games about sex would of been more open. What is the attarction to hiding behind a fake persona telling make believe stories & actually want to be caught. Being sneaky is more sensual??? I have to disagree. Sensual, erotic, steamy hot F*ing would be saying hey I'm going to do this chic your welcome to watch if youd like. It really is that simple. The site is called ADULT friend finders. I am going to take some advice from those of you kind enough to be open. Right now I am ready to completely forget what just went on by finding a new lover..like right now lol. However I do have respect for myself & am not falling for that good decent man routine so quickly again. I do believe..damn I sure hope..there is decent men out there that know how to enjoy it & be open & naughty at the same time. I will never understand why or what a person gets by hurting someone as pay back cause someone hurt them. What a vicious cycle. This is just pathetic. I dont feel like laughing or crying...I'm just stunned in total disbelief that this is what it is all about. I can completely understand why single women my age are looking for other women, way younger men or totally disinterested in the whole damn process. If you adult men are wondering why it is so hard for ya'll to find a sexual encounter on here just take a look at the males we are dealing with that are running all the good ones off. Come On BOYS act right!!
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What I'd Really Like
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Posted:Dec 18, 2009 3:40 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:35 am
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I've been doing quite a bit of self searching these past few days concerning what it is I really want as far as sex, men ect. Questions I haven't asked myself in yrs. Experience proved time & again that what I wanted as far as relationships go didn't matter. I learned to adjust my needs or ignore them in able to have some type of affection from a man. Up until about 8 yrs ago I stayed committed to men for yrs that werent committed to me. That is probably the last time I asked myself what I wanted & it sure wasn't to give the best of me to someone who didn't appreciate what loyalty is. So I learned how to enjoy sex selfishly not to say I didn't give as much if not more than I took lol. Some where along the way I think I have gotten to where I enjoy sex more than most men and no that isn't a challenge just simply stating the truth. I used to say if it wasn't worth doing 3 times why bother. Now I say 3 times is too risky. Which has lead me back to the ultimate question....What do I need. I do have a extremely high sex drive & get very frustrated when I'm not getting any. Yet I will go a yr to a yr in a half without due to me being who I am. I know what turns me on & what I need to be fulfilled & would rather go with out than to just be a body used & tossed away once their finished. It takes time to get to know a persons body & that is a big part of what turns me on is exploring a man I am into. Yet at the same time it is difficult to not get emotionally involved after a while & the sex is just really intense. Which sex is just sex for most men & I envy that. It just isn't enough for me. I'm not looking to fall in love or get married or yaddy yaddy just because. I just want 1 lover that is willing & eager to play & explore & just enjoy. The problem is really me though. I am so accustomed to being on guard that if I feel comfortable I will sabotage myself. It is an unfamiliar feeling to me & honestly it scares the heck out of me. What is it I want...the same thing I have always wanted. I want to be lovable..not just fuckable.
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Thank-You!
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Posted:Dec 14, 2009 12:25 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2022 8:28 pm
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You guys have really been awesome in your responses to my previous post. Even though you knew I wasn't looking to hook up with anyone you still offered your friendship & uplifting words of encouragement. I appreciate it & have taken everything ya'll have said with a positive attitude. I had 1 man pm me that Mr. Right would come along. That I was too beautiful inside & out for him not to. Very touching..thank you! I seem to hear thay alot & have to admitt makes me wonder why then I have been alone for so long but I already know the reason why. I am holding out for that 1 man who can take me as I am & won't try to change me. I have so much to offer & deserve the same in return. Once again Thank You all so very much! Big Smiles!!!
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Confused
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Posted:Dec 12, 2009 6:34 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2022 12:29 am
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I doubt many will read this..even so just thought I'd let whomever know whats up with me. I'm not looking to hook-up. I gave up on the fairy tale happily ever after long ago. I don't believe in Mr Right..atleast not for me. I had thought I had things under control when it came to sex & men..found out I was wrong & found out I really liked someone before I knew what was even happening. Never the less it is what it is. However it has left me in a state of confusion. I do have a very strong sexual side to me that is being ignored for now. GGrrrrrr!!! Anyways, am always open to making new friends so if you can deal with only being a friend then awesome..if not I don't want to waste your time.
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