OLDER MEN and DAD
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Posted:Sep 1, 2017 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2024 9:37 pm
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Ive noticed a lot of the men, well actually ALL of the men Ive been with as of late are older.. Yes I am only 20 so they should all be older, but I mean mature. Almost DAD like.
I have a rotten relationship with my dad. He has all but disowned me for my religious and culture breaking and promiscuity and moving to the US alone. I think the psychologist in me sees what is happening here. I have been seeking DAD in my relationships. Or I am attracted to older DAD like men.
Digging deeper into this analysis of me lol, ive found that I enjoy torturing these DADS the same way I did to my own dad. I get very a very super sexual high being promiscuous and watching the men I date squirm as i flirt with other men. It gets my date all worked up by doing so. Rattled. Upset. Then when we get home letting my man punish me. Take me. Fuck me with anger. Upsetting him. Taking it out sexually on me.
Is this fucked up? Or just another 20 year old game? I mean Im bad bad bad.
The last man I went on a date with I made him watch me get fucked by another man we just met. Only after this other man was done was my date allowed to enjoy me.. The entire time zero connection with this other man and me. But a huge connection to my date who im forcing to watch me get fucked by this other man.
Call me crazy I guess. Serious daddy issues here.
Not sure any normal guys can hang or handle me. Maybe thats why Im here. You guys dont see very normal. LOL!
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Coming out of my sexual HELL
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Posted:Sep 1, 2017 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2017 1:26 am
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Coming out of my sexual HELL. I mean SHELL
Grew up in a very strict, conservative and religious household. Sex was always taboo. Sexuality was taboo. Guilt, shame and humiliation all weapons working against a young woman not just in my case but many who grew up in strict homes, communities or culture. I had to get the fuck out. Met a man at the age of 18 and moved myself to America. When I left they all said I would fail, I didn't care and deep down I knew it was the wrong move but it was my ticket out. The relationship did fail, perhaps I knew it to be so but it was my out. My out to a life that just didn't agree or fit with me. Yes, I love cock! lol. I could shout it from the rooftops! I love cock! LOL! I am a slut! Well ok, maybe I wont do that, but at times I sure felt like doing just that. Crazy oppression will do that to a person. I feel its made me very hyper sexual as a result. And very promiscuous.
I do feel bad a times that I have lost my religion. Lost my culture. And yes to be a slut. But I am what I am. Maybe someday I will grow out of it. Maybe I wont. But as of right now I know what I am and I know what I like.
COCK.
Update: Ive since loved this blog post of mine so much and its so on point ive used it for my profile description now as well.
Thanks guys!
Muah!
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