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About Bryant
Posted:Jul 23, 2017 12:43 am
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2017 4:32 pm
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Bryant is the only one whom I've met on Local Adult Companion who can become a real FWB. When I first saw Bryant's pics, I thought he looked mild manner with a nice cock. After the cycle of flakes I've had recently, I was getting to the point of being extremely backed up with the heat getting me all worked up. Normally I talk to 1-2 guys a day which frizzles into nothing after a a day or two. However with as summer heat cranking up I each day with nothing looking good I went from 1-2 guys to 10 a day which yield very little results. The guys I've chatted with ended up with guys without a word or weird excuses. I had a guy who text me the night before we were suppose to meet to say he's not into having sex anymore or Local Adult Companion for that matter but I still see him on Local Adult Companion after that text. Whatever, I'm digressing. My point was I was back up with two weeks of flakes and a bad meet. I guess Bryant chatted with me at the right time and he was pretty chill about the whole thing. Everything about arranging a meet seemed effortless so I did end up meeting with him this Friday near his workplace and would be easy for me to get to and if I want we can get this his place easily should we decide to move forward. Like I said I was backed up.

I was a little late due to some silly stuff that happen when I was leaving to meet Bryant. I texted him to know I was running late. When I showed up I didn't recognized Bryant at first. I had to do a second look around before I saw him. I knew that I would have sex with Bryant when I met him. Something about meeting him in person seemed to clicked sexually. For such a mild mannered looking guy, he's kinda daring. We moved to a corner of the bar where we chatted for a bit like friends meeting for the first time waiting for the the waitstaff to come get our drinks. It was a while and I was getting thirsty coming out from the heat. I told Bryant I was thirsty and he went up to get me a drink. Just as he went up to the bar, finally the hostess came with the drink menu. Bryant came back and we order out drinks. As we waited for our drinks, Bryant changed the subject to what we were both looking for on Local Adult Companion. I think we kinda figured out we're on the same page on a lot of things regarding what we're looking for on Local Adult Companion. During some point in our conversation, Bryant got touchy felt with me. He went as far as trying to finger my pussy from the back but couldn't which lead to him poking my ass more that my pussy. It was not a pleasant feeling. At one point he grabbed his beer and his napkin fell down so I bent down to pick it up giving him better access to reach deeper to my pussy. He did but when I sat back up he was on my ass again. I move so he on more on my tailbone. At some point I moved closer to Bryant and he moved my hand to his lap where I can feel his ever growing hard cock. I started to massage his cock harder and harder through his jeans when I felt it throbbing under my hand stroking him. I was getting wet from us giving each other hand jobs. At this point the bar was getting packed. Not sure how many people can see us or watching us. But I know the couple who were sitting next to us must have know because they moved to the opposite corner of the booth corner. I'm not sure if it's because they were uncomfortable on a first date or moving to get a better look at us. We finished our drinks and wrap this up. Bryant asked if I wanted to go back to his place and I said sure. Forgetting that Bryant said he had plans with his friends later. Bryant got us an Uber back to his place.

When we got to Bryant's place it was cool because the AC was on. His room however was hot. I think the heat only made me extra horny to fuck. Once we got into his room, we started ton. make out and Bryant pushed me onto his bed. I wanted to stripe and have him work on my pussy because I was horny as fuck. Bryant started to undress me but I can tell he didn't know how to get my dress off. I told him the zipper is in the back. Once the zipper was down, I took of everything as laid it on the side of his bed. He was naked by the time I was. He asked me if I wanted his cock in me. Normally I like a lot of foreplay before fucking but I can tell Bryant wants to fuck. I was just heated up and horny to say yes. Bryant got a condom from the draw. Put it on and when he entered me, it felt glorious. I think he must have read my profile and blog because he was giving me the hard fuck I wanted at time. He had my leg pinned back and was pounding into my pussy really deep and hard. He kept fucking me until I had my first orgasm. We worked up a glistening sweat. Bryant can really give a nice hard deep fuck. My pussy was getting such a nice rough pounding that I love. He sucked mt nipples and not them hard. It hurt a little but felt really good too. Next time I need to tell him less teeth if I can get my mind to work with his mind blowing fucking. We were dripping at this point. After giving me a second orgasm, I climb in top of him to give him a rough ride. I was working up a dripping sweat and thirst. I would have rode him longer but it made me thirsty and I needed water. I asked Bryant for water but didn't get it because he was into fucking me. He rolled me into the side to fuck me scissoring. Bryant likes kissing but I'm not sure he's into my deep kisses. I like this position because I can reach for his cock and cock to massage and stroke in this position. At one point I had his balls and cock squeezed tight stroke when he was fucking me. I love this move because it got Bryant rock hard and drilling into my pussy harder. It felt really hot when he was fucking me like this. I came hard again. I was shaking from his hard fucking orgasm. I was on my back hanging off the bed with Bryant gave me my last orgasm for the night. I think he worked up a thirst but he didn't come. Which was disappointing to me.

He went to get water after we stopped. After we peed and drank out water we got dressed because Bryant said he had to meet his friends. I can tell he was late and his friends were on his case about it. Not sure what he told them. We took the train together and parted ways. Bryant gave me 4 orgasms and my voice was hoarse from it. He definitely knows how to work that cock the way I like it. We'll see if there's other things he's good at should we meet up again...

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About Ryan II
Posted:Jul 23, 2017 12:23 am
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2017 4:32 pm
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Ryan had been texting me on and off for almost a year before I finally met him. He had a friend who wanted to do a MFM with me. Since I've never done one and the fact that he was young kinda put me off to meeting them. Even though I had told Ryan numerous times I wasn't going to meet him since he was young. Plus he wasn't willing to share pics for a long time. Finally in April he send pics of his friend (who is completely fuckably hot) and himself (not as hot). Both had nice cocks but since I never done a MFM I was not going to meet two guys for a first time like this. I think if I had met his friend and not Ryan I would be more willing to meet for a drink at least to see if we had chemistry but that wasn't the case.

A couple of weeks back. With the string of flakes for the last two weeks and Steen blowing me off, I was backed up for almost two months when Ryan text me for a meet. Call it lucky timing or me being overheated from baking my pussy in the sun the weekend before. I went to meet Ryan to get a proper plowing. Due to various things that happened that day along the trains I had to take to get up to the UES to meet him, almost 9:30 when I finally met up with him. Between the heat, running to meet him because of train trouble and climbing up the stairs of his walkup, I was drenched in sweat. I asked to shower and clean up before we did anything. This pointed out why I don't like fucking young guys. He has a roomie. They both don't believe in having more than a towel each. His roommate was out of town but left his mildewy smelling towel in the bathroom. I asked Ryan for towel and he asked if I was ok to use his. I said I can't. I'm into hygiene. He got a hand towel from his room which I took. I rinse off and make sure I was clean before we had sex. I came out naked and ready for sexy time.

Ryan wanted to have sex in the living room since his roommate was away and he's never done it there before. I was horny so I climb onto the couch and fed him my pussy. I think Ryan was surprised by my move and he didn't like me standing on the couch so he asked me to lay down on the couch while he eats my pussy. His licks were very delicate and soft so I didn't feel much. I asked him to finger me while he works on my pussy. He did for a couple of minutes before he stop and tried to feed me his cock. I gave him a few deep licks before I asked him to get on top of me to I can 69 him. Again he didn't really eat me out while grinding his cock into my mouth. I grabbed his hand and push his fingers into me while I grind against it. I sucked him deep into my mouth while stroking him. After a couple of minutes Ryan stop and put on a condom for fucking. He wanted me to bend over so he can fuck me like that. I know this is a hard position for most guys to do with me. Most guys end up poking my ass and not sliding it into my wet pussy. After a few attempts, I told him to sit down on the couch. I climbed on top of him and rode him for a little bit. Just when I was close to orgasm, Ryan switch positions. He wanted to try to fuck me again with me bending over. Again it didn't work. I climbed onto of the sofa and positioned myself so he can fuck me doggy style. He gave me 2 minutes of deep fucking before he stopped. It was so annoying because I was again close but didn't cum. He pulled out and just wanted to cum jerking off. I told him if he wanted to he can do it on my tits. After he came I showered again. Came back and ask if he was done for the night. He said its 10pm and late since he has to get up at 3am for the market. I said ok. As I was getting dressed, he asked if I had a good time. I said not really. I was disappointed. He said he wants to meet again to give me better sex. I said I'll don't know and left. I think it was a completely frustrating experience. I think it would've been better with his friend. Anyway, moving on...
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Choking fuck
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Hard fucking
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Hard fucking
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Last Updated:Jul 26, 2017 6:20 am
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Gifs for masturbation
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Webcam wish
Posted:Jun 13, 2017 7:54 pm
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2017 12:37 am
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This would be something really hot to watch on cam with a hot guy. If anyone hot guy wants to do this for me to see. Please message me.









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My favorite cam guys
Posted:Jun 12, 2017 2:56 am
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2017 12:38 pm
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It's kinda strange that my three favorite cam guys all have names with a M. Marco, Mik and Max.

Marco was my first so he holds a special place of horniness for me. I had been on Local Adult Companion for about a month when I stumbled into webcam. Unlike a lot of men on cam who didn't show their face, Marco was not shy about going full exposure. He was sitting on his bench with the laptop off to the side of the table. Marco must have been doing cam for a long time since he was very comfortable sitting there stroking his nice cock. The whole angle of the camera is perfect to watch him. Marco is really hot. His profile pics do not do him justice as they are old. Marco is completely the type of guy that I would've lead on a merry chase before pouncing him in my younger days. Nowadays, I would just pounce him. He looks like a hot time of dirty sex that would leave me walking funny for days and I'm not what you call a delicate fuck. What always kills me is his sexy smirk. Everytime I see his sexy smirk, I want to jump into the bench and grind my pussy up on his smirking face until I cum all over his smirk. Then I want to ride him on that bench until he blows a big load into my pussy. I'm sure Marco would love for me to suck him and swallow his cock down my throat or bend me over and fuck me hard in the ass. Maybe more- I can tell Marco is really kinky. It's why he's so chill and lay back on cam. I love it when I would sext Marco and he would put on a show just for me. He has really long lasting stamina on cam. I've only seen him shoot a load twice. It was really hot. He's really tidy and cleans up right after. It's kinda hot since I value cleanliness. I do have to say that I rarely see him on cam nowadays. I don't keep the same house I did when this past winter. But Marco knows that if I make it to his country again, I would definitely make plans to meet and fuck him.

I found Mik in another European country. What can I say- I have a thing for European men. Always did. I was scrolling through a lot of bad cam when Mik showed up. I could not take my eyes off of Mik stroking his big thick cock and the way he was grinding his hips. He is by far my favorite cam. I mean the man can really fuck from
What I can see. You can tell by the way he's double fisting is ginormous cock with both hands and grinding his hips that he's really fucking when he's stroking. Whenever I see him grinding his hips double fisting- I imagine I'm on my back hanging up off his desk and he's giving me a good hard fucking with lost of screaming orgasms. Mik and I sext a lot this winter and he's put on many shows for me. I think I've only seen him cum once if at all. It's a good thing he lives far away because I would be camped outside his doorstep if he fucks as good as I think he does. My cam watching won't allow me to message anymore. I have to resign to watching him without sexting since April. It's killed some of the joy of watching him but not all.

Lastly, Max. He's local here in NYC. I stumble onto him randomly since none of my favorites and standbys were around. With cam I always make the first move and write if I find the cam hot. I sexted him and we started talking about tantric sex since I'm more into oral than fucking. I talk to him for a long time. The great thing about Max's cam is that highlighted. He has all lighting on him with black background. The way he is on cam, he has a nice big thick cock. I love the fact that he's pretty hairless. Max and I sext we talked about making our fetish/kink fantasy a reality. In talking about it- Max has shot a few loads for me. and he's put on shows for me before. Max has a lingerie fetish and I had a hotel kink. We talked about meeting but it never happened. I think all this talk about meeting never actually meeting got me annoyed with Max since I think he was all talk. I just stop talking to him and pretty much ignored him. He's recently got back in touch with me on Local Adult Companion. It's unfortunate what's happening with my cam watching only and not being able to chat with Max so he can put on a show for me. We'll see if we can have some fun cam times again.

8/5/17 UPDATE- Jules has become a favorite cam of mine. I think I starting watching him the past winter and and off. For some reason I stopped when spring cam around. Due to the fact that Marco is rarely on cam when I'm on, I saw Jules on when I was looking for hot cam. Gotta say I forgot how hot Jules is. He cams kinda like Max but with a slightly better body and cock. And Max has a nice body and cock already.



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Sexual anticipation
Posted:May 13, 2017 11:46 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2017 12:21 am
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I missed the slow burn of sexual anticipation. Most guys here are very eager to meet and fuck. There isn't the buildup of fantasy and sexual chemistry coming into play. I would like to meet someone who I can edge with. I want someone who can give me some hot sexting. Someone who can touch to build up the chemistry. Someone who can whisper hot sexy descriptive foreplay. Seduction seems like an lost art with most guys here.
I love soft kisses that lead to deep kisses. Gentle touches that lead to seductive caresses. There's nothing hotter than taking a mans finger into my mouth and sucking it while giving suggestive looks to what I want more than his finger in my mouth. Sexual seduction leading to anticipation of foreplay only leads to hotter session of sex. It's something I missed and I want to get back into with my sex partners.









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Footsie and under the table play
Posted:May 12, 2017 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2017 9:06 pm
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Here's another one of of public sex fantasies. We make plans to have dinner at a nice dimmed restaurant. Preferable at a corner table in the back. I would wear a nice flowy dress with Lacey underwear underneath. You would be in a nice suit and no underwear underneath. If you come in before me, I would come to the table and kiss you deep while reaching for your cock and feeling you up to see if you're hard. I would then sit down across from you so I can give you suggestive looks while I slowing let my feet run up your legs to the junction of your crotch. I want to massage your cock hard while we look at the menu. If the place was empty I would pull out my nipple and tweak it for you. At this point, I'm wetting myself thinking about how hot it is to have your hard cock under my foot. Feeling your cock coming to life under my foot has my pussy wet. I lean over and tell you how wet I am. I want to dip into my pussy so you can taste how sweet I am. I pulled off my Lacey underwear and hand them to you so you can smell how wet you make me. At this point, you lick two of your fingers into your mouth. Pull my chair next to you and slide your two saliva soak fingers into my tight wet pussy. I would have scream my orgasms if you didn't kiss me deep just then to swallow my scream. I reached under the table and pull your cock out of your trousers so I can stroke your cock until its throbbing in my hands. Just as I'm about to bend down to take you into my mouth. Our waiter comes over. But I'm looking forward to having you for a late night decadent dessert.



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Breast play
Posted:Apr 7, 2017 7:36 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2017 11:24 pm
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My most ignored erogenous zone are my tits. More times than not I have to beg a guy to suck and nibble my nipples. I have to glide their hands to massage my nipples. Asking for a titty fuck is something I wish I didn't have to do.






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About Frederik
Posted:Apr 7, 2017 7:23 am
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2017 4:28 pm
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Fjord had been asking me to meet him for a long while that I decided to meet him out of curiousity. I didn't know if he was milquetoast or not. He had a really nice body but there's nothing about his face that I found sexually exciting. It isn't that he's an ugly guy but there's nothing that screams sex at all to me. But I wanted to see if in person he was at all exciting. We decided to lmeet at a local by near me. I was the first person to show up. When he shows up he look even more milquey than in his pics. After talking to him whatever interest I might have had vanish. His pipsqueaky voice was kind of grating to me. He asked a lot of personal questions which made it feel like a romantic date than a meet and greet for sex. Kinda off putting for me. What completely turn me off was the fact that he thought a girl became clingy because he had sex with her than didn't text her for a week except to ask her to meet for a booty call. I find that this is typical behavior of guys who want to keep things casual. They don't know how to keep it friendly and not make it into a book call hookup. He seemed surprised when I told him my views of FWB. But I thought I was clear in my profile about how to be a FWB. It's not a NSA fuck buddy. I'm not sure if they had clear up what kind of relationship they want before meeting up to fuck. Anyway, the meeting went pretty much what I thought. No chemistry on my end and I'm sure he's more interested than I am. I ended contact with him since I have no sexual attraction to him. I think I was listing after Steen the whole time I was chatting with Frederik.
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