Apple Cider, Red Wine & Brandy
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Posted:Dec 27, 2014 6:20 am
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Today's a day for reflection, to deal with personal dilemmas.To transform the negative energy/issues of the past into something more blessing and be more certainty about a positive future. I have relational problems of some kind and I feel I must seize them if I want to improve my state of mind.
I wished anyone could help me to find the right time to confront these problems and try to solve them and could give me the psychological means to put a little sparkle into my love life. Maybe I would meet the love of my life - or rediscover an old flame. I'm trying to make the best of it!
I'm usually good in leadership, decisiveness and strategic intelligence, have an eye for detail.
Carefully I consider what I and the key people in my life need most, then I'll take action to achieve these things. However, I feel like if I do stray from the big picture I can lose perspective - Useless in matters of the heart, it's like something is being withheld or is entirely absent.
Hopping the upcoming moments and beyond as new opportunities to start fresh toward happiness, harmony, and improve self-esteem.
They say: Don't change a thing, you're just perfect! - Well guess what? I'm not!
I need to think less and feel more!
* And she finally gave up, dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself " I can't do this anymore"
I am beatifully broken. Perfectly imperfect. Altogether... I am a Beautiful Disaster... Homesick for a place I am not sure even exist. One where my heart is full and my soul understood.
The Script - No Good In Goodbye (Lyric Video)
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Ginger & Nutmeg
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Posted:Dec 26, 2014 2:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2015 5:41 am
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I usually have a change of mood on Boxing Day, pulling my heartstrings and opening my soul to all kinds of small kindnesses.
Boxing day is traditionally associated with giving and sharing beyond our immediate family circle - I do capture this feeling of goodwill and acceptance perfectly!
But right now I am book-marking sombre thoughts whilst in the land of nod. Hopping that later will be grounded to romantic feelings and find practical outlets for my imagination.
Boxing Day has nostalgic escapism written all over it - perfect for enjoying left-overs in front of the telly...or drowning into a book... or, or, opening the door to a flood of strange feelings, dreams and longings.
Why can't I let the Christmas spirit just wash over me today?
Maybe the later evening will bring a moment of more rational reflection... Hopping that after midnight tonight, a gentle, reassuring touch works best... xi-{=}
M83 - I need you... (can't have enough...loving it!)
U2 - Drowning Man
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Star Anise and Cloves
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Posted:Dec 25, 2014 2:55 am
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2015 12:16 am
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“Dare to love yourself, as if you were a rainbow with gold at both ends.” - Aberjhani
It's Christmas...
And as we're double-checking all our lists, we want to make sure we don't forget the most important gift of all...The gift of self-love...
People who are desperate for love or attention, just want to be wanted.
Many people just want the thrill of the hunt and once they have what they wanted they dump the person and usually very quickly - should never cost someone else if we are watching our karma.
I hope you do not get hurt because then there is more that needs to be fixed - although, through all of this heartbreak many good things can happen if you allow it and move forward in a positive way that will benefit you. Please know that you are not responsible for others happiness or decisions they make. Happiness comes from within and it can not be based on something outside of oneself.
Presents under the tree are wonderful things to enjoy at this festive time, but never forget that the greatest gift you can give to yourself and the ones you love, is the gift of yourself - unconditional selflove!
Remember, YOU are your biggest asset... YOU are your most valuable treasure...
There’s really no one right way to do this. We’re all unique, so we’re all going to have our own ways of dealing with things - transform yourself and watch the world around you rise to your occasion.
I hope you have a wonderful holiday season and wish you all the love and happiness you desire.
It’s in sharing what we do that we can help each other along the journey—and what a wonderful journey it is!
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Oranges and Cinnamon
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Posted:Dec 24, 2014 5:07 am
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2015 2:07 am
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“In this moment, there is plenty of time. In this moment, you are precisely as you should be. In this moment, there is infinite possibility.” - Victoria Moran
It's a time of reflection and rejuvenation... a time of good will and brotherly love...
But we also know that all those "warm and fuzzies" can easily become buried beneath the stresses of the season. All the hustle and bustle, the in-laws, the traveling, the present-buying... it seems like there's just never enough time to get everything done.
And when that happens, we miss out on the true gift of the season - we miss out on the bliss.
So, right now... right this moment... stop and take a breath...
Take a long, deep breath and allow it to fill your lungs...
Know that you are always in your most perfect state of being and when you embrace that reality, you'll always have everything you need to live your NOW to the fullest.
You only have to breathe... Breathe and just be.
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Grieving
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Posted:Dec 20, 2014 1:07 am
Last Updated:Dec 24, 2014 2:26 pm
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Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons - [ g3ORsEpnY_o ]
Has been more than a month now since my life time friend/ soul sister passed away.
We are each other rock, lighthouse, compass, the weight on the other side of the scale, angel and demon taken in turns...
All started in September, the unexpected happen - leukaemia.
The same day she was diagnosed I felt an urge to come back to this site - the Powers Above had a plan! - Bring it on!
Didn't took them long to send someone from our Realm to keep me, to keep us up.
He stayed for as long as we needed him - She's gone, he's gone.
We were not meant to meet, wrong time for both - you and I - the odds were all against us - a cracked mirror reflecting another cracked one - never to clever to meet with yourself!
Once done, it's done!
It's doesn't matter how it's going to end anymore, what's going to happen not important and not in our hands anymore.
Just please don't decide what is the best for you and what is good for me, based on the past - the past is now!
Never been afraid of getting hurt or to face pain - better a grieving full of emotions than nothing to grief - the why, if, what, maybe, how... It's the worst grieving of all.
We can't grief what we don't know - and I still don't know, yet I'm still grieving... A spectrum of Us...
She lives... I don't
Shinedown - Through The Ghost - [ CNfYcPpgzgw ]
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Embarrassment!
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Posted:Dec 17, 2014 9:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2015 1:24 am
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Love comes out of nowhere,
Seems to be lurking,
It is a poisoned arrow,
That forever overpowers!
Invisible wire netting
Binds ties and narrow!
It is a sudden touch,
A crossing of looks,
It is a feeling in tow,
What happens to many pairs!
It's constant state of shock,
Thawing glaciers ...
The love that Christ touched,
That the cross still runs,
Is the of unforeseen,
Anywhere occurs,
In the soul sculpts register
Is not quenched if if it dies ...
It is a light that flickers,
That resists breezes,
It is magnetism that ensnares,
It is liked by river banks!
Watermill facing the flood
As dams wall ...
Love is in your body,
In odor that you exhale,
In the sweetness of your breath,
In your tone when you speak,
In your eyes always clean,
On said with which consoles me!
They say love is empathy,
Or a star conjunction,
Perhaps fusion energy
A nuclear power station ...
For me, pure alchemy
Of pleasure, which makes us cry ...
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Tic-Tac
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Posted:Dec 17, 2014 12:21 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2014 1:52 am
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It's a passionate and sexy time for me, as I am feeling so desirable and worth the chase of someone up to my standards.
I'm feeling a bit primal, today. There is a wildness in my soul that used to run free and is still yet, begging to be set loose.
Relishing in my appeal and allow the rush of these fantastic feelings to engulf and consume me. Regardless if I'm in a relationship or not, I know my energy demands attention, and the thrill of the intimacy that can follow.
I never was one for mellow breaks, I prefer the intense.
I am not one to chase, but to be pursued as I am worth any efforts.
The Key is inside...
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Sometimes...
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Posted:Dec 9, 2014 6:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2014 12:44 am
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Some-Times It Hurts!!
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The Portal
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Posted:Dec 8, 2014 1:35 pm
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2014 12:23 am
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'Bring ideas in and entertain them royally, for one of them may be the king.' - Mark Van Doren
Strangers, friends, lovers and anyone who have found your way here - Once you have crossed the portal there is only one rule:
- Unconditional understanding
The reason why people lie or hide things from others, its because they assume others will never understand their side of the story.
In other words – You must give the people you're linked with the freedom to express whatever they need without fearing your judgments.
And of course, they must offer you the same in return.
Do you believe in this concept? - I do!
'No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world.' -- Robin Williams
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Between Heaven & Hell
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Posted:Dec 2, 2014 5:15 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2018 7:35 am
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Better to be Queen of a small kingdom ... than just one more in a great kingdom
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