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Reading between the lines....
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Posted:Nov 19, 2009 11:34 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2011 1:15 am
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I have been putting this off for so long....if you read a profile and there seems to be something that seems sarcastic.....IT USUALLY IS.....you dont get it, its in english....the thing about the working at the golf place is like this....if i drive a truck and I am in that truck 28 out of 31 days i drive 14300 miles a month....when i do get time to get out of the truck i want to enjoy my time out of the truck....not bring someone in to fuck me....its a maybe 14 square ft. come on.....
A person emails and you answer.....lets meet we chat and text and chat some more finally meet and your a dud, is there anybody that can bring the game to the table??? really??? its not that hard..
Yes this a place to meet and maybe hook up...some people on here are in just for the quick piece of ass.....not really what Im looking for....not a total relationship at this point just not wanting to be a quick ( and its usually quick) piece of ass.....
A story a friend said is like this a meets b they date and have fun. i would like to find a or be.......a regular playmate safe....place to play.....NOT MY CAR....Im not a and that is not cool..
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Is being honest a past time????
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Posted:Oct 27, 2009 1:16 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2011 1:16 am
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Trying to re-evaluate my likes and dislikes maybe fine tune some personal things a little better. 1st I guess is climbing up on the table to scream what the fuck, please.... I am an honest person non confrontational, but if someone crosses my friends I will be there. I am not on a "who got the booty race" with anyone. I am not a territorial person with those here to play....I Never expect to get laid.....I have yet to completely leave my comfort zone.... I am trying.
This just my personal opinion and feelings.... As the great older gentlemen of this place are wonderful.... It's not my thing and reason being I was molested at 8 by my neighbor and his teenage ....so there are 2 faces of people forever here to haunt me.... Feeling this was sucks I thought I didn't let it get to me but I did. I have a hard time trusting ANYONE, failed marriage, degrading parent never to feel as I'm ok now.... I still to this day gave to fight for every bit of respect.... Just to save face. I just want people to be honest.... With themselves and with me..... If you sneak around and get caught it's on you.... Like I have stated before I don't want the pissed off wife or girlfriend calling me.... I am single... Married 2 times b4 I miss it....I would like to know that again....
I do not let what happened stop me from trying some days are better than others for sure.... I would love to have a person like/love me for me... My. 2nd husband was just a selfish ass... He wanted a stable home family and to show ge was as good as his FF/medic brother .....
To dream of a beautiful date... A nice dinner.... Maybe a carriage ride on the riverfront to go back to a nice warm fire sit laugh maybe other things even just to hold each other and know that the feeling you feel is honest....
A girl can dream can't she?????
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Thank you for looking at my profile.....
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Posted:Sep 29, 2009 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2011 2:38 pm
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People look at a profile check you out see your pics that you post and send you an inviting message....but fail to post a current photo....yes i am 43 and looking for something...with my driving schedule once again.....please i am not in a team driving mode....nor do i feel the need to work my ass off for someone to ride along while i work 15 hrs a day....I do appreciate the offers but come on....where is the fun in that for me? My opinion only i realize that this has nothing to do with Local Adult Companion....wait yes it does....I've tried to be kind about thing as much as i can...BUT I AM NOT LOOKING TO SATISFY YOUR NEED TO FUCK ME IN MY TRUCK...THIS IS MY WORK PLACE....24 HOURS A DAY 28 DAYS A MONTH...DO YOU WANT TO TAKE SOMEONE TO YOUR WORK AND FUCK THEM THERE?????
sorry for that rant but come on people....
well the push is now on as to stay here or go back to where my heart is with all my close friends....they know who they are...i think of camping, floating and just all out dancing with them and i have the best feeling of love and respect....something that I sometimes lack...
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Why I stay?
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Posted:Sep 24, 2009 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2009 6:45 pm
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I was asked once by someone why am I on Local Adult Companion if I dont hook up with all the people that I meet or chat with. I guess that at this point not sure why..
I have been on Local Adult Companion for over 4 years andd have some of the best friends here.....my favs, my friends my total confidiants...even a guy that has a way of making even the worst day not so bad just by saying Hi, that and man can he dance...
.I guess that I have so much stuff going on that its really hard to figure the rest out...really there is never a no strings thing...you meet people you chat you ask what brings you here...
you have to connect with someone...or the well is dry and there is no shaft.... I know have heard that a guy can get it up if the wind blows but come on no flag pole if there is no interest.
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Where did I go wrong?
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Posted:Sep 14, 2009 3:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2009 10:31 pm
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Took a local job to be home...wow...what a difference that makes....work is good, easy but from 11p to 4 am so that makes a social or sex damn near impossible.... trying to meet people is still a challenge...need a 2nd job but that is damn near impossible to find with my schedule...
Looking for something just not sure yet...i know if and when i do things will change...
issues at home are still that, i have no free time to play, and if i did i know that i will need more that a few hours to get back in the grove. Just want to find someone safe, on the side no issues but not someone that is use to standing in a line for a conga kind of sex life.....
sound strange??
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Better than most days
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Posted:Aug 16, 2009 6:01 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2009 3:18 pm
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I was told recently that things are handed to people that are strong. OK, I can see that, but for some it is easier than others....
Yes i am on Local Adult Companion, but does that give everyone the right to be asses??? To judge me, when you dont even know me....
My life in short...I drive, I sleep, I shower, and I MOVE FREIGHT, frozen to dry goods....examples are I have chilled to a cool 35 degrees Minute maid OJ....43,000 pounds....frozen french fries from Oregon to where ever they may need. to the Bathroom cleaner you use....
Yes I would like to meet someone for a great romp in the sac.. but for some reason on the road i seem to meet the Liars and cheats....and if one more fuckin wife calls me to bitch because her hubbys phone number is on his bill i think i will scream....
dont bitch at me....rip him a new ass... for god's sake....i didnt fuck around on you...he did,
I have a wonderful support group in my friends and love them all dearly....( and you guys know who you are... KISSES BABY)
I dont my space or face book so maybe this is the only place to really speak...
how do i put into words....the feeling of heart ache... we have all been there done that most have cliff notes... but to want to open your heart again and let someone in...scares the hell out of me...
Maybe once i get off the road and find a normal life again i can think about finding that person to sit in a bubble bath with and talk or just lay in his arms....feel safe, loved i mean really and truely loved...to take a walk in the park, that wouldnt mind firing up the grill for a few friends to come by?
At this point i am just feeling like why bother....
well off to sleep and hope for a better day tomorrow than today...
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need to vent...safe place i think
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Posted:Aug 10, 2009 4:58 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:14 pm
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I know this in not the place to do this and sorry just need for my friends to know what they mean to me...
as a few of you know ... I moved to Indy for my family..I have had issues with this now...as my mom that I have moved heaven and earth to help and a ton of $$$, has just told me she is up and moving out of the place that we have together by the end of september...
Trying to keep straight line and dotted line where they need to be but man is it hard....
maybe this is my SOS...cry for help....scream even....make it stop please make it all stop....
not sure even where to turn, what to do and where to go...i have my 16 yr old that is lost in the mix in this shit too....my need and want to be home but the 8000 miles a month and sitting out on the road is not helping...i can not head to the house because i need the money to first off pay for the plates on my damn car that i have been putting off now for over a year....
I get emails from people seeing what my job is and then get pissed at me because i can not or do not answer back....
i feel like shit because i can not get back thru indy...for more that a few hours at a time...if i do get thru there i am running around ragged trying to get caught up on things...now my is at home my is off and doing who knows what and preg...again... and family berates me with the nastiest of text messages....
want a sex life but right now can not handle one... can not really handle the stress and pressure of meeting anyone right now.. i know this makes no sense but to me it does...if your not getting something then your really not missing anything, and although sex would be a welcome relief and stress reducer how do you just let it go?
i smile and move freight everyday....today in Illinois tomorrow back off to Denver...
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