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| i am revamping my blog here and now... consider it fully under construction until further notice from the bitch upstairs (my goddess guides me, soothes me, and is careful to amuse me when i write!) for starters, after i write my blog, i notice that Local Adult Companion leaves out words, sometimes powerful words that drew the blog together abd so what i write not always consistent with what is published (need to get on about that to Local Adult Companion mind you)... and secondly, i want to dedicate my blog to my dear friend paul e. stewart, a 'one man riot' in his own words, poet, bestie and past lover because he is what propelled me into my sexuality in my mid-30's and today i am light because he is my friend. last, i want to correct all the errors, rewrite where need be. shine down your comments and words of love on me. Blessed Be |
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Posted:Mar 17, 2021 10:14 pm
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people have asked what sort of spell i have casted upon them, because while i can see the literal possibilities, it is meant as more of a metaphor. and if that is lost on the person then i think they could have missed the point. not sound complicated... i wish magic were as easy as rolling your ass in glittery pixie dust, add a dash of lust and igniting a breath of verse, the one i gave head first. but that's not exactly how magick works.
yes i mispelled "magick" purposefully and its because that is how i differentiate it from the common sterio typed disney magic and rightfully so. but what of my witchcraft, what can it do you, what is it for?
first of i hope inspire, ignite desire, take others higher and higher, burn the flame without throwing fire. for me spells are not casted control or manipulate... nor subdigate nor vindicate but maybe cause one masterbate. i am love and love and never hate! intent is drenched in positivity, the goddess, witch and mother in . but many elements of the craft are literally true, and this can create curiousity in exactly what i do. its wickedly delightful witchcraft!
the secrets are in my desire and not contained in a bottle, but potions are real and they do arrive contained... after wouldn't it be insane let it flow freely? it could get into the hands of a novice and used carelessly. my secrets are silent to you, but my energy does shine through. and it sometimes lands directly you. like a low level lingering sneaks out of the darkness, so does that first, forbidden kiss. imagine being so swept in the moment, unknowing of its risk. excitement flavored like this.
bliss, sweat and sexy bliss. a wink, a blush, don't want it too much. it may be in her stimulating touch. don't beg for it then complain its too much. i like to keep my audience and minions on ice, so put yourself out there and chill with , times the power of 3... you could set upon a higher level, of multi stimulation of a different kind. sure i laugh a little loud, and men get weak upon my gaze, don't hate on me for your admiring my beauty, magick has its perks and i'm your good karma.
so the answer is that there is no simple way define my witchcraft. its not by design and it holds its own sacred spirit, wild, free...and years ago they burned women/witches like me. don't be so quick brand your name across my chest, try dominate or regulate my kink. this is not a spell, not a sip of brew drink... this is the part where you accept that if it were simple then it wouldn't be magick. and if it is touching you deep then hold in or let out your beckoning upon my feet
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line dialing
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Posted:Jan 29, 2021 3:16 pm
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well hell... everyone i know seemed to have had a bad week! mine was ok as broke ass weeks go. my ayah and i laughed today as we snorted a line on her cell phone and nearly dialed somebody up by accident. it was funny in the moment but the term "line dialing" didn't stick for long tho for obvious reasons. she is an empath which means she feels what others feel, and i think she is having sympathetic menopause. after all she IS my besty female friend. but being an impath means i can't get shiit past her, she always just knows everything, sometimes beyond my comprehension. my other bestie, the male one, paul, fell outside his condo yesterday on the ice, his groceries went flying everywhere. also he has been having what i "senior moments" where he just sort of stops whatever he's doing and hesitates, almost as if he's forgotten what he was doing to begin with. and he also has accidents sometimes in the bathroom. and so how do you tell your best friend at the age of 52 he has dementia and needs to maybe consider wearing a diaper? these are the unsexy questions i ask myself this week. also, what is a polite way of telling my empath friend to get of my head. its bad enough that paul is scitzo effective so some days he really (does) need to get his people outta my head. oh well hell just another day, week, moment in time that nobody would want so i guess its all mine! all right i'll take it then that is just fine.
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line dialing
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Posted:Jan 29, 2021 3:16 pm
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well hell... everyone i know seemed to have had a bad week! mine was ok as broke ass weeks go. my ayah and i laughed today as we snorted a line on her cell phone and nearly dialed somebody up by accident. it was funny in the moment but the term "line dialing" didn't stick for long tho for obvious reasons. she is an empath which means she feels what others feel, and i think she is having sympathetic menopause. after all she IS my besty female friend. but being an impath means i can't get shiit past her, she always just knows everything, sometimes beyond my comprehension. my other bestie, the male one, paul, fell outside his condo yesterday on the ice, his groceries went flying everywhere. also he has been having what i "senior moments" where he just sort of stops whatever he's doing and hesitates, almost as if he's forgotten what he was doing to begin with. and he also has accidents sometimes in the bathroom. and so how do you tell your best friend at the age of 52 he has dementia and needs to maybe consider wearing a diaper? these are the unsexy questions i ask myself this week. also, what is a polite way of telling my empath friend to get of my head. its bad enough that paul is scitzo effective so some days he really (does) need to get his people outta my head. oh well hell just another day, week, moment in time that nobody would want so i guess its all mine! all right i'll take it then that is just fine.
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Posted:Jan 29, 2021 3:15 pm
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well hell... everyone i know seemed to have had a bad week! mine was ok as broke ass weeks go. my ayah and i laughed today as we snorted a line on her cell phone and nearly dialed somebody up by accident. it was funny in the moment but the term "line dialing" didn't stick for long tho for obvious reasons. she is an empath which means she feels what others feel, and i think she is having sympathetic menopause. after all she IS my besty female friend. but being an impath means i can't get shiit past her, she always just knows everything, sometimes beyond my comprehension. my other bestie, the male one, paul, fell outside his condo yesterday on the ice, his groceries went flying everywhere. also he has been having what i "senior moments" where he just sort of stops whatever he's doing and hesitates, almost as if he's forgotten what he was doing to begin with. and he also has accidents sometimes in the bathroom. and so how do you tell your best friend at the age of 52 he has dementia and needs to maybe consider wearing a diaper? these are the unsexy questions i ask myself this week. also, what is a polite way of telling my empath friend to get of my head. its bad enough that paul is scitzo effective so some days he really (does) need to get his people outta my head. oh well hell just another day, week, moment in time that nobody would want so i guess its all mine! all right i'll take it then that is just fine.
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word crimes
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Posted:Jan 25, 2021 1:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 4:55 pm
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"smoking meth and posting bible verses on fb
or Local Adult Companion doesn't make you a methodist" lol
as i writer i have some silly habits in place. but that is only because i like to come up with creative ways to express ,my thoughts and share them with you. one of the hallmark signatures to my writing style include the use of metaphors, a play on words. some folks completely /get/ them and some people don't catch onto them at all. one of my favorite rappers, 50 cent, says "i know i talk a little fast but if you think a little faster i don't have to stop so you can catch up". and this is funny to me because overall it can be hard to keep up with me, regardless of what the "up" involves. sexually i'm a handful for most anybody, but you be the judge of that (in your fantasies)! lol if you think that's impressive i also like to rhyme!
so welcome to my blog freaks, and please read this at your own pace...i wouldn't want to stuck, in a loopty loop... trying to figure out what i'm talking about. so try and keep up. like trying to stay up... it can be a challenge (right gentlemen)but your efforts pay off in the end. or pay nothing. well something like that. if my blog or profile confuses you, we may not be compatible. i am quite drawn to those who are quick witted, unique, freaky and funny. if that describes you then let's chat sometime honey! if your still confused let's justy agree that we are from 2 seperate worlds that should never meet. take your seat. this ride requires you to be this tall (T)...
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Bringing Sexy Back Tour 2021
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Posted:Jan 18, 2021 5:13 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 4:55 pm
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this is my celebratory 100th post Local Adult Companion folks so help celebrate once again by reading this blog! good morning world... its going on 7 am and i haven't slept yet. yes i stayed be naughty and still am in need of having the big "O" for the day so i blog blog blog the day away... guess there is always (something say)! so last night i was bored and i jumped Local Adult Companion checvk out the webcams from live members. yes i admit i was bored begin with be fair which is exactly how i ended there. no offense tho, each his or her own. and thank goddess for it.
so i was watching live broadcasts and i came across this (much, much) older lady who was sitting there smoking ciggs with an even older lady. nothing wrong with being old... hey i'm 45 (no spring chicken). but these gals were like maud and doris old. they were taking cbd oil. (laughing) and another gal, in her trailer, with some diaper-looking boxers and giant floppy boobs was talking on her phone, chain smoking and eating crackers and dip. what a hoot! she looked like java the hut. again, no offense trailer parks and big, older women stuffing their face. haha.
so this year i plan blog more this site... more often, for longer periods of time... more, more more!!! why? because i can, because its fun, and because when i am on cam i let my sexy hang out, but not out, and that seems attract viewers. plus yous deserve sexy member cams watch. yes? i only use the above examples demonstrate that i cannot understand why people broadcast as if nobody is watching. well nobody else was watching last night, but i was. thank you elders for making feel sexy, interesting and engaging.
from now i am going suggest that when i get so many points during my broadcast, i will perform acts that are pleasing my audience. this is already done on other sites, but i think it could also work for Local Adult Companion. so any ideas of what i can do for the cam for rewarding generous viewers like you? masterbate sure. maybe cast a spell of witchcraft, blow my boyfriend, broadcast live with an new friend from Local Adult Companion, pick one out for the night? these are just thoughts. its not about the points for , its about the attention. however i'll accept points as tokens of appreciation, but i'll earn them. yes i will.
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Sex Addicts Anonymous
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Posted:Nov 18, 2020 11:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2020 11:05 pm
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recently while discussing our sex lives, a friend of mine suggested that perhaps we were "addicted" sex. and my initial reaction was thinking, "well isn't everybody addicted sex?". i know i am and have no problem admitting it. i'll go one further say that i am also addicted orgasms. as the conversation perused, we joked around about how maybe we should attend a -step meeting for sex addicts. and it occurred us that such a place would be the perfect spot find people have sex, or at least people who think like we do. but why would we want do that? after we are both sexy females so we have our pick of dick already and have gotten used saying "no" in quantity! but being the bitch that i am, i have taken telling men, "yes but not with you!". anyway, so what if we /are/ addicted? i know i have an addictive personality. but so what? thank goodness that sex is not regulated by big brother! wouldn't it suck if we were jailed or fined for having perverse thoughts. hell we'd be lockdown. there are those folks tho that really don't care about sex, and they not the majority if i had guess. but sex... its been going since the beginning of time, and i just don't see it going out of style anytime soon, or ever. sure i can foresee sex with robots and adult toys are evidence that we are moving in that direction. when recently asked if i would have sex with a robot were one available to me, capable of such an act, and i was like "well hell yea!"! why not? it would function fully and i'd use the model that came with a mute button, one who could be programed to stay around long enough for me to finish my after/sex cigg and he would be a silent partner in my afterglow energy. if you got the chance to get your own sex robot, what would it be programed to do exactly? would it talk? walk? take you out to dinner? would it be able to send out dick pics to us ladies? god i would hope the hell not! well bot boys and gals aside, yes i love sex, an act of pleasure, a ritual, a social happening (sometimes) {wink wink) and its funny but my friends love it too. maybe that swinger's vibe, the pro-sex crowd i run with are my friends because we are into the same social activities. well duh, that is certainly true. not that we do it together, rather that we talk about it, engage in it and we accept it as a important part of our lives. acceptance is universally popular among people because for one we as human creatures have a need feel accepted, and of course nobody wants a social circle that disapproves, scolds you, or makes you feel like an outcast. that is why my associations are with freaky, kinky and overall sex-addicted nymphos... so that i can justify feeling good about my lifestyle, and i don't have explain that my peeps. some folks out there would label us "addicts" which doesn't bother me... but i think the more appropriate label (if we must carry a label for those who need a short cut thinking) would be sex enthusiast, because that is how i see from where i stand (and sit, and disrobe, and engage in pleasurable activities) lol . well have a happy tuesday folks n freaks... i'm out
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Posted:Nov 18, 2020 10:59 pm
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have you ever known that somebody you love is making mistake and you try tell them what you know, but they are so far gone by then that they don't/won't hear a fucking word you say? and the more you think about it, their decisions are effecting your life in a negative way... so you finally reach the point of no looking back, when even though you love this person, you love yourself more, and therefor must self-preserve and abandon ship. maybe you thought it was your fault for the way they treated you.
l think i felt responsible for jj's behavior, and he had thinking that it was my fault. and it really wasn't it, although i do take responsibility for my part in all the fuckery that was aka my "relationship". sucked. and although he keeps telling leave, move out of his house, "rot"... i know with certainty that he doesn't realize that in his effort hurt badly, he will fucking miss . yes he will miss . but not until i'm gone. but if i can't be his everything then how about i be nothing, nothing at him...
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kozmic blues of a crazy woman
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Posted:Nov 3, 2020 7:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 4:55 pm
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elections, erections and wrong intentions! these are the things that came UP today. the best thing about this day is that its almost over. mama never mentioned days like these. time unwinds like a tic toc clock and it never stops for anything except for my moods swings, like my love, lead to crazy things. oh the heartache a day in time can bring. i want to run away today and i never want to feel like this again. take me another toke then. i wish it could all go to pass, but won't pass go. i am not myself today, no no no. so elections brought me to vote against trump dump, and be a grump. erections brought me no good will, just a misplaced hard on and now my boyfriend i need to kill. time to take it all up a level or two, hate that i know exactly what i need to do. i got a fever, peal off layers and start a new (life. can i hear a 'yay'
wrong intentions? yes he had them, and don't go all slim shady because my name's not kim. so he really did a number on me. promised he was stepping out to go to the hardware store and pick up food... spiraled into my very fuucking negitive mood. three hours pased and we muct have went to a bar, because he brought home a skanky . what was he thinking? why was he drinking? he's a speed tweaker with a beer buzz. got nothing for me bitch he gives me no love. i used to love him and still be gulible enough to stay... until this fucked up, horrible day. never trust a man who can't be a good friend. means to an end. here this drama rises once again. this day is leaving but the offened i feel what is actually real. and the gods they have a sense of humor because signs are everywhere arriving in strange wrappers and shapes and forms.
ok so his intentions are not honest and we have rules that we agreed to. like bluring the edges he went off our path, this line has been passed, efforts in love half/assed! denial is not just a river in eygypt right next to lies lake, so let's keep it real for all fuucks sake! he picked out a girl, and it didn't impress me or rock his world. i want to run and keep on running. these blended feelings are coming. let me forget that he was mine, i cannot get near him even one more time. day be gone and gone away quick. my boyfriend is not a real pick. the naked water is born to dip in, running fast again.
now i will take some kolatopin and smoke bunches of pot, sleep to dream to be what i'm not. if i can just make it thru the night, sleepy slumber is stary bright. universe hold me firmly and tight. may karma pay he back for me, embracing the suuck x3
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My Witchcraft Is Wild
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Posted:Oct 24, 2020 4:58 am
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I don’t want my witchcraft resemble the faith you left behind.
I’m not interested in someone standing at a podium, telling the ‘truth’ of religion.
No reading old prose from old books written by old men from a long time ago; even when that happens in a forest rather than a musty building.
I’m over rituals that are memorized, creaking from old age. A representation of a world gone by.
My witchcraft shouldn’t be closed off, rigid, dry, and rote.
I don’t want my witchcraft be a pagan-sized mirror reflecting the ‘white light’ that makes it palatable the outside world.
I want my witchcraft be wild; taste dirty.
My magic is alive, fluid, changing, and flexible.
Let run naked through the dark wood howling at the moon; becoming so lost in the magic of life that I remember my wild animal self.
Immersed completely in the ritual of living, remembering I am earth.
I crave rituals unfolding like some crazy magical chaos, not knowing what is happening from one moment the next. Where the Godds* and the Spirits of the Land and the Mysterious Ones are my co-conspirators.
I want my witchcraft to be scary, because life is fucking scary.
Give rituals that fuel, awaken, and envelop . Singing in my bones that I AM MAGIC.
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My Witchcraft Is Wild
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Posted:Oct 22, 2020 6:09 am
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I don’t want my witchcraft to resemble the faith you left behind.
I’m not interested in someone standing up at a podium, telling me the ‘truth’ of religion.
No reading old prose from old books written by old men from a long time ago; even when that happens in a forest rather than a musty building.
I’m over rituals that are memorized, creaking from old age. A representation of a world gone by.
My witchcraft shouldn’t be closed off, rigid, dry, and rote.
I don’t want my witchcraft to be a pagan-sized mirror reflecting the ‘white light’ that makes it palatable to the outside world.
I want my witchcraft to be wild; to taste dirty.
My magic is alive, fluid, changing, and flexible.
Let me run naked through the dark wood howling at the moon; becoming so lost in the magic of life that I remember my wild animal self.
Immersed completely in the ritual of living, remembering I am earth.
I crave rituals unfolding like some crazy magical chaos, not knowing what is happening from one moment to the next. Where the Godds* and the Spirits of the Land and the Mysterious Ones are my co-conspirators.
I want my witchcraft to be scary, because life is fucking scary.
Give me rituals that fuel, awaken, and envelop me. Singing in my bones that I AM MAGIC.
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fuck buddy brings back sexy!
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Posted:Oct 19, 2020 3:41 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2020 3:20 am
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i have a guy friend who fucks a lot of women, says he's a sex addict. and chic all over town are obsessed with him. in fact women do stupid shit just to get next to him. his exgirlfriend won't move out, she's in love with him still. his gay neighbor/friend - obsessed! my bestie, a mutual friend of ours, obsessed. these gals track him wherever he goes, and go beyond crazy to get his attention. my bestie says she doesn't have a feelings for him, but i know she does... he is all she ever talks about.
him and i have something in common... i too have a crazy following! men have done the most crazy and random shit just to get closer to me, even in a distant way. my ex boyfriend and i are very good friends, but the guy still in love with me. most of my ex's stay in touch with me, and still want me. so i know how my buddy feels. he is most likely feels stalked, hunted and wanted by many. he is usually the one to break up with a girl or ditch her... but they don't want to go. these girls all want his attention and chase him down. guys do this to me...
so many people want our attention, but they all blend together. men like the chase, but its my opinion that they prefer to do the chasing. women don't consider this and they come across to him i think as desperate. men are drawn to me and most of them want to get near me. anymore a guy propositioning me is almost pointless... i have many admirers, and i get the question often of " what can i do to get up with you?" and my go-to ansswer is " nothing, you can't touch this"! why am i this way? well its not that i'm a bitch, snob or a tease. just that most men have nothing unique to present, nothing special to say, and thus they blend in with each other.
now it's ironic but there is one guy that pays me very little attention... my boyfriend! i love this man and we live together.... yet he barely notices me anymore. he is self-involved and selfabsorbed. and i'm. out of ideas to get his attention. it's not like me to have feelings for a man who doesn't give a fuck all about me. it hurts and i have been going elseware to get sex, attention and adoration. as in, i have a fuck buddy who i see on a regular basis. he used to be like, "less talky- more sucky" with me but anymore he seems to really like me... always trying to kiss me, and this is dangerous to do when we are only friends. but what else? if your still reading tben you are about to get to the juicy part of my story...
my friend, let's call him kyle.... the one who gets chased down by women everywhere... is suddenly interested in me. me? i know i am shocked myself. but i am not gaga for this friend of mine like the other girls. when we met over a year ago it was supposed to be a couple's swap. and true be it we met here on Local Adult Companion. our initial hook up never got off the ground because my guy didn't take to his girl. so fucking each other got shelved for over a year. but lately he and i have been having a hot affair, secret for certain. i am playing it kool as to not lust after the chase. in fact i am not pursuing him at all. i think men enjoy the chase and i let him play that role. and wow its a trip.
the trip part is that its different then with most guys, only a little of the same... we've been hanging out fucking for a few weeks now. i let him come to me. he could have most any chic he wanted because he is sophisticated, gainfully employed, intelligent, and sexy as fuck. the ladies are looking everywhere for him but little does anyone know that when its urgent... he is coming over to see me. i am flattered and i am not chasing him one bit. no he keeps pursuing me... and the trip is that the sex is off the chain hella hot. in fact i haven't been fucked this good in over a decade! its mindblowing to say the least!
this fling makes me feel desirable, and i don't know how long it will last but i am going to rude it out like some exotic flu i will give in and let him in, as long as it remains hot. this friend of mine has brought sexy back into my world, and even if we never fuck again, i am so thrilled we have been having such a good time! we have gone to motels a couple times, and i have discovered that showering with a guy really goes a ways on getting to know somebody better! and damn he took me to the adult toy store and bought me some sexy fishnets and such. i think its about time to let him see me in them. i am going to shoot him a text to let him know that i am down to fuck this morning after my boyfriend leaves for work.
i praise the sex gods... they have been kind to me. i love to be this free. i love that my new lover comes to me. i want to reward him today. maybe he will follow my que, and the goddess only knows with my invite he'll know exactly what to do (to drive me wild)! nobody can know that we know... and that makes it even hotter. and i feel no guilt that i am cheating on my boyfriend because he treats me like shiit! for this sexy mama needs to feel alive at 45! and i do now. if i had one wish love would feel like this. but what i have with my friend is friendship and lust. fuck him still i must! this is sexy for the both of us!
my delima? only have to decide which outfit i want to wear for him today! i wish all my decisions would be this way... sexy and hot with nothing to say. these is my life and i'm not about to give up on sex that lingers in my mind long after it happens. altho he does have something in common with other men... he runs away right after we fuck, and that is fine by me because we don't need to "talk" about a damn thing! its purely a sex thing. and he has a huge cock and i love the feeling of being filled up with cock! i still got it too, if you were me you might do the same. cheating is a bad idea but calling it off would be such a shame! this friend will remember me, and what we do behind closed doors is more magical then what he has had with his little girl whores!
as for everyone else i am more open if anything to the possibilities of having a free mind to fuck all the time is pure pleasure and i feel fine. i want to rock his cock and when this ends that will be alright too... its opened me up to who knows maybe you. but why is forbidden fruit so sweet, like a juicy treat i get to eat over and over again, i do not love this guy, he is just a friend. still i will seduce him when i can, he is not just another fan. he brought sexy back to me, and thank the stars he set my sexual side free... this is wrong but it was carved up for me!
i dig having a friend i fuck, it must be me since i don't believe in dumb luck. fucking this buddy doesn't suck. i am so in the mood that i am going to start following my bliss. i will fuck till i die if its going to feel like this. no kiss just cock for me... sets my psyche to go, and he has affirmed to me that i am still desirable and i have what men want... an open mind and a tight little cunt. this is just what the gods had in mind for me, this is such a trippy fuckery. i hope he takes my hint and cums over today.. sexy is back in my life now it will come my way. i
s this a sexed up, jacked up day to fuck and worship and play? i think it is, i am that which is attained at the end of desire... come over dear friend and let's take it higher. just so we don't get stupid and have to put out a fire! i am grateful and never hateful to my boyfriend for ignoring me in a way... because it lead me here to stray. and if your going to fuck i think a fuck buddy is ideal, as you can fuck away everything and not feel, any sort of expectation, because a fuck friend is as hit as masterbation! and not many men can compete with my toys. so come to me men and to hell with all the little boys! i think that its nice to be wanted by him, secret lover, secret friend!
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Posted:Oct 19, 2020 2:42 am
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i have a guy friend who fucks a lot of women, says he's a sex addict. and chic all over town are obsessed with him. in fact women do stupid shit just to get next to him. his exgirlfriend won't move out, she's in love with him still. his gay neighbor/friend - obsessed! my bestie, a mutual friend of ours, obsessed. these gals track him wherever he goes, and go beyond crazy to get his attention. my bestie says she doesn't have a feelings for him, but i know she does... he is all she ever talks about.
him and i have something in common... i too have a crazy following! men have done the most crazy and random shit just to get closer to me, even in a distant way. my ex boyfriend and i are very good friends, but the guy still in love with me. most of my ex's stay in touch with me, and still want me. so i know how my buddy feels. he is most likely feels stalked, hunted and wanted by many. he is usually the one to break up with a girl or ditch her... but they don't want to go. these girls all want his attention and chase him down. guys do this to me...
so many people want our attention, but they all blend together. men like the chase, but its my opinion that they prefer to do the chasing. women don't consider this and they come across to him i think as desperate. men are drawn to me and most of them want to get near me. anymore a guy propositioning me is almost pointless... i have many admirers, and i get the question often of " what can i do to get up with you?" and my go-to ansswer is " nothing, you can't touch this"! why am i this way? well its not that i'm a bitch, snob or a tease. just that most men have nothing unique to present, nothing special to say, and thus they blend in with each other.
now it's ironic but there is one guy that pays me very little attention... my boyfriend! i love this man and we live together.... yet he barely notices me anymore. he is self-involved and selfabsorbed. and i'm. out of ideas to get his attention. it's not like me to have feelings for a man who doesn't give a fuck all about me. it hurts and i have been going elseware to get sex, attention and adoration. as in, i have a fuck buddy who i see on a regular basis. he used to be like, "less talky- more sucky" with me but anymore he seems to really like me... always trying to kiss me, and this is dangerous to do when we are only friends. but what else? if your still reading tben you are about to get to the juicy part of my story...
my friend, let's call him kyle.... the one who gets chased down by women everywhere... is suddenly interested in me. me? i know i am shocked myself. but i am not gaga for this friend of mine like the other girls. when we met over a year ago it was supposed to be a couple's swap. and true be it we met here on Local Adult Companion. our initial hook up never got off the ground because my guy didn't take to his girl. so fucking each other got shelved for over a year. but lately he and i have been having a hot affair, secret for certain. i am playing it kool as to not lust after the chase. in fact i am not pursuing him at all. i think men enjoy the chase and i let him play that role. and wow its a trip.
the trip part is that its different then with most guys, only a little of the same... we've been hanging out fucking for a few weeks now. i let him come to me. he could have most any chic he wanted because he is sophisticated, gainfully employed, intelligent, and sexy as fuck. the ladies are looking everywhere for him but little does anyone know that when its urgent... he is coming over to see me. i am flattered and i am not chasing him one bit. no he keeps pursuing me... and the trip is that the sex is off the chain hella hot. in fact i haven't been fucked this good in over a decade! its mindblowing to say the least!
this fling makes me feel desirable, and i don't know how long it will last but i am going to rude it out like some exotic flu i will give in and let him in, as long as it remains hot. this friend of mine has brought sexy back into my world, and even if we never fuck again, i am so thrilled we have been having such a good time! we have gone to motels a couple times, and i have discovered that showering with a guy really goes a ways on getting to know somebody better! and damn he took me to the adult toy store and bought me some sexy fishnets and such. i think its about time to let him see me in them. i am going to shoot him a text to let him know that i am down to fuck this morning after my boyfriend leaves for work.
i praise the sex gods... they have been kind to me. i love to be this free. i love that my new lover comes to me. i want to reward him today. maybe he will follow my que, and the goddess only knows with my invite he'll know exactly what to do (to drive me wild)! nobody can know that we know... and that makes it even hotter. and i feel no guilt that i am cheating on my boyfriend because he treats me like shiit! for this sexy mama needs to feel alive at 45! and i do now. if i had one wish love would feel like this. but what i have with my friend is friendship and lust. fuck him still i must! this is sexy for the both of us!
my delima? only have to decide which outfit i want to wear for him today! i wish all my decisions would be this way... sexy and hot with nothing to say. these is my life and i'm not about to give up on sex that lingers in my mind long after it happens. altho he does have something in common with other men... he runs away right after we fuck, and that is fine by me because we don't need to "talk" about a damn thing! its purely a sex thing. and he has a huge cock and i love the feeling of being filled up with cock! i still got it too, if you were me you might do the same. cheating is a bad idea but calling it off would be such a shame! this friend will remember me, and what we do behind closed doors is more magical then what he has had with his little girl whores!
as for everyone else i am more open if anything to the possibilities of having a free mind to fuck all the time is pure pleasure and i feel fine. i want to rock his cock and when this ends that will be alright too... its opened me up to who knows maybe you. but why is forbidden fruit so sweet, like a juicy treat i get to eat over and over again, i do not love this guy, he is just a friend. still i will seduce him when i can, he is not just another fan. he brought sexy back to me, and thank the stars he set my sexual side free... this is wrong but it was carved up for me!
i dig having a friend i fuck, it must be me since i don't believe in dumb luck. fucking this buddy doesn't suck. i am so in the mood that i am going to start following my bliss. i will fuck till i die if its going to feel like this. no kiss just cock for me... sets my psyche to go, and he has affirmed to me that i am still desirable and i have what men want... an open mind and a tight little cunt. this is just what the gods had in mind for me, this is such a trippy fuckery. i hope he takes my hint and cums over today.. sexy is back in my life now it will come my way. i
s this a sexed up, jacked up day to fuck and worship and play? i think it is, i am that which is attained at the end of desire... come over dear friend and let's take it higher. just so we don't get stupid and have to put out a fire! i am grateful and never hateful to my boyfriend for ignoring me in a way... because it lead me here to stray. and if your going to fuck i think a fuck buddy is ideal, as you can fuck away everything and not feel, any sort of expectation, because a fuck friend is as hit as masterbation! and not many men can compete with my toys. so come to me men and to hell with all the little boys! i think that its nice to be wanted by him, secret lover, secret friend!
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