The fuckity fuck
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Posted:Aug 27, 2015 12:42 am
Last Updated:Dec 13, 2015 12:35 am
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I couldn't make this shit up if I tried...my ex-husband is "dating" (read fucking) his first ex-wife whom we together battled in court for years over custody because of severe abuse and neglect. I am raising their . She has a no contact order. He does supervised visits in my home mostly. She recently became homeless again when her fiancee threw her out to move another chick in. She has drug and alcohol dependancy issues and her latest arrest was for trying to get her to attack the police who had come to arrest her for violating a protection order. Not classy people, and then she moved in with his mom, where hes been living.  Who is so non-discriminatory that theyd jump on anything? What the fuckity fuck are they thinking?! "Like a returning to its vomit" is all that keeps rattling around my brain. I've allowed all of his girlfriends to visit with him at his discretion for holidays and such, but there is no way that woman will ever be allowed in my home or around my . 
There are no exes Id ever fuck again. Done means done for me. One idiodic moment was more than enough for me. How about you all? Are exes off limits?
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Nymphomaniac ethical hedonist
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Posted:Aug 6, 2015 12:44 am
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2015 11:13 pm
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You know that stage you go through as a where you just want to fuck all of the time? I never grew out of it. I've had partners that curbed that appetite, but never took it away or satisfied it. The thing is, I have to feel completely at ease and able to always ask for what I want and need while knowing that our needs and desires are mutal, otherwise it loses its fun and playfulness. And then, what's the point? I've met my match. We partner exquisitely. I can't get enough of him, nor can he get enough of me. We snuggle and touch and explore like monkeys on E. Everything we've tried has been wonderful. Best part is we are equally attracted to and in love with each other, and we fit into each others lives perfectly. I've never had such a difficult time peeling myself away from anyone, nor has he. We are happy and in love and getting it on like Donkey Kong. What more could a girl want?
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Hot, hot, hot!
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Posted:Jul 19, 2015 4:59 am
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2015 12:48 am
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My man cooks. Without being asked to. How freaking sexy is that?!? VERY, 
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One little prick
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Posted:Jul 14, 2015 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2015 12:13 pm
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We have all been having such a great time these past few days trying new things like frogs legs and seeing new sights like a beautiful set of waterfalls, a hiking trail that veers off to a nude beach, lots of back roads and a covered bridge and the local hospital! One of my strays got stung by a bee and is severely allergic...and didn't have an epi-pen with him. Calmer heads prevailed though and no one died. That's a good day! Some people would say it was a ruined trip or whatever. I say we worked together and got shit done!
I'm not looking forward to going home in the morning and doing the work routine stuff without him, but we are takiing turns. He will be with us for a few days this coming week.  . Fair is fair.
I'm so ridiculously happy right now. We make a hell of a team!
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Free orgasms
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Posted:Jul 10, 2015 3:12 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2015 8:44 pm
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Sunday I'm going to be going to spend some time with my partner with the minions at his home. He wants me to meet all of his family. I have the answer to the where did you two meet thing. "I was holding a sign on the highway saying 'Free orgasms' and he wanted to know if they were being given or donated."
Think they'll like me?
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Like a bitch in heat
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Posted:Jul 8, 2015 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2015 3:15 pm
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Waiting for my lover to come to me I'm feeling a bit ridiculously excited and anxious like a puppy waiting for its owner to come home. I'm torn between that being sweet or pathetic. The years of anything emotional being 'bad' or 'drama' or flat out ridiculed have weighted my heart and head down. I'm trying to change that though so I'm going to go with sweet. Its been many years since I've actually missed someone when they're gone. I've grieved and mourned a loss because it was a change and change is well, scary, but to actually miss another human being...wow.
I've never felt this way about anyone. I've never felt anyone has felt the way he says he does either. And I don't think they're empty words. I've heard plenty of those and have even flat out laughed at them. This is so very different. 
I've been thinking a lot about fear. There's a meme I saw that said fear can mean one of two things: "Fuck Everything And Run, or Face Everything And Rise.". I've faced many things head on and risen, but when it comes to my heart and being hurt I tend to run away as fast as possible because of the emotional pain I don't want to ever feel again. I never want to be in that place in my head where I don't want to live any more, or where I want to hurt myself physically so the emotional takes a backseat. Those old demons in my head battle my inner peace from time to time, but I stomp them down, never really being able to release them completely.
Falling in love changes that because it means depending on someone else. I'm so very tired of being let down that I just don't. If something happens as they promise, I'm happy. But I don't ask for anything lest they disappoint me. It means opening up for real and not just being the fun light person I try to be. And then it frightens me that they will run from what they see, so I don't.
I don't depend on anyone for my happiness, that I create on my own, but those I allow into my life can surely add to or subtract from it. He adds so much to it. I have to learn to trust in that.
And so I pace like that bitch in heat waiting for my lover to come to me...not because Im pathetic, but because I'm sweet. I blame him. 
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Echos
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Posted:Jul 6, 2015 4:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2015 1:37 pm
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If all we have is now,
And all we shared was then,
Then all I have is why,
And the thought of when,
Memories of us,
Compete with memories of them,
The hurtful words that cut,
The fear they made remains,
Thought that it was done,
Thought I was over it,
Wanted to be the one,
Wanted to believe in shit,
Fixed so much and faced it all alone,
Relied on my wits and intuition,
Turned all that hell into a home,
Hoping to finally win,
Played with some to just pass time,
Never let them in beyond a smile,
Didn't want to whine,
Just needed to fill in for awhile,
Saw something different for a change,
Someone that brought down my walls with ease,
Bringing my spirit into range,
And my heart whispers "Don't hurt me please".
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Time and space
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Posted:Jul 5, 2015 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2015 8:07 pm
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After a really great time over the span of 5 days, suddenly being alone again is just such a downer. Processing, thinking, over thinking, obsessing, trying to figure out my own head and heart and trying to figure out what's bull shit and what's not is....draining. I really just want to enjoy what was and what is and not worry about what would/could/might be, but my brain won't shut up. I don't want to punish him for what others have done, and I'm battling myself. Anyone else do this? I'm pretty sure its just fear based from experience and anxiety from the unknown. He has been amazing. Too good to be true pops into my head. Fuck. I just can't win against me.
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New material
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Posted:Jul 2, 2015 6:16 am
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2016 10:07 pm
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Coming up with fresh new things to do with a new partner can be intimidating. I've been i n a few long term relationships so there isn't much I haven't done or said, so I needed something fun and fresh. Try these helpful tips if you need a pick me up:
Hop into bed and whisper "The safe word is potato."
Tell him you're a premature ejaculator.
Ask him/her if it will freak him/her out when you cry afterwards.
Make score cards. Hold them up after each event.
Tell him there's 5 minutes before his drugged drink will kick in so you need a full medical history 'just in case'.
Ask how much they're charging because you're on a budget.
Let him know the spell is working perfectly.
Talk to a body part, then answer in a different voice.
When he gets a hair in his mouth, tell him its his from that blow job.
Come up with new pet names that you've never called anyone else like Horace or Prudence.
Have fun. If you're not laughing, you're not doing it right.
Any other suggestions?
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Making memories
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Posted:Jun 20, 2015 5:01 am
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2015 4:54 am
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I had the chance to have sex the other day, but turned it down, rather put it off for another time, because we didn't have the time to make it great, just quick. Don't get me wrong, I love a good quickie, but not for a first time. I want to be able to explore and savor the experience and draw upon the memory later as something amazing.
It occurred to me that someday all I'll have is memories, and I want them to be fabulous. And it occurred to me that sometimes delayed gratification can be something hot in itself.
What do you think?
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Wet ride
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Posted:Jun 17, 2015 9:22 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2015 10:21 am
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My man interest and I took a boat ride with my today. It was a lot of fun and he even let wee man steer for a bit, with close supervision of course. We got to talking about being nude on the boat to even outmy sunburn, and even though it wasn't an option then, having sex on the boat. I've never done that before. I was shocked to think I've neglected that all of my sexually active years! 
Anyone here ever accomplished this?
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