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Posted:Feb 24, 2010 3:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2010 12:17 pm
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DING! I believe I have made a self discovery today....as a young girl (22) I did not fully realize my desires and as I am coming to recognize them now, I have seen that what I thought was a desire to be a loving doting wife (which I was) was not what I desired exactly...what I desired was to be submissive. I married someone who was submissive in the aspects I needed dominance....and it did not work out so well lol What I needed was a dominant husband, not a submissive one who would be emotionally abusive and blame me when our 2 submissive personalities got us into trouble. SO...now I know that I do not necessarily need a husband but a dominant  WHew! So glad I figured that one out 
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A Lady and her --um er
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Posted:Jul 13, 2009 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2009 4:01 pm
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Mary had been given but a taste of the sweet sensation of the sueded floggers then left wanting. They took her in and helped her to experience more....the lady and her ManHorse... The lady is beautiful! Her eyes at times innocent and in a heartbeat took on a twinkle of mischeiviousness. He is tall, handsome and honery but always a gentleman first. His heart belongs to her and as she know that they agree to help this novice to bdsm.
Mary is unsure of herself and experimenting with this new world in the presence of so many. She watches him with his Lady and sees how he watches her to make sure he does not hurt her outside of her comfort zone. How shes truly the boss...and how completely she trusts him. She watches the people that they are around and learns how this group does not judge others for their bodies, whether tall and skinny, short and chunky, big breasts, small breasts...they are accepted as they are.
Finally she is ready to experience more. She watches him with his Lady starting with gentle flogging, stopping to caress her back and ask if this is good. Moving on to a riding crop he smacks her soundly on the buttocks...sliding between her thighs to tease her ever so slightly moving back down her thighs and then suddenly a swat to the bottom of the feet which he knows she does not like. Now a lil harder with the flogging, always watching to assure she is enjoying the sensation. Continuing with a variation of toys to ensure her pleasure. Mary awaits anxiously as she knows the last thing will be a sword or knife...sharp yet held and applied expertly so as not to inflict anything more than a red mark that will disappear by morning. He grabs her by the hair, pulling her head back to reveal her even more vulnerable neck which she bares to him without hesitation. The sword running her neck and down to her bare breasts and nipples, he is leaning into her ear and though you cannot hear you know that whatever words he speaks they are sweet to her ear.
Now it is Mary's turn and she knows that in this surrounding she is safe and that this man can be trusted...that he is a gentleman first and would not hurt any lady anymore than she desired. She nervously disrobes. Making herself vulerable in her eyes and begins what will be a bond that will forever tie her heart to the Lady and her ManHorse (and why he is her "ManHorse" ...well That is another story)
And now that you know the background...more stories to come
 
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Posted:Jun 3, 2009 11:08 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2009 7:29 pm
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OK I am in the mood to write something but have no idea what so...you give me some basics and I will write something...
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Posted:May 19, 2009 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:38 pm
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just wondering about other ppl---my curiosity---do you like to be called slut? Not all the time, not by everyone, certain ppl and sexual situations Do you like to be pinched? Bit? Slapped? Pushed around a lil? Like it but want it followed up afterwords with soothing caresses and sincere sweet words...not saying lie, oh baby I love you so much blah blah...but you are beautiful, so sweet, so sexy, so caring and obedient.... Yes I like it but only with ppl I have a bond with of sorts so that I can believe the sweetness after the storm so to speak. Let me hear it....I'm crazy right?
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Posted:May 19, 2009 3:57 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2011 9:21 am
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What size are they? hmmmm....how about H for huge, hug-able, heavy, holy shit, hands here, heaven knows, huge as my heart. G for Gadzooks!, Golly Gee, Giving and great for resting a weary head and wounded heart. DDD? Delightfully delectable decolletage DD daydream worthy? C .... Caring, cup-able, caress-able B? beautiful, bouncy, best fit for a mouth? A? Ambrosial, amazing adoration, arousing, appealing
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Suprise
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Posted:Apr 27, 2009 7:41 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:40 pm
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I come into the door at a party....going around saying hello to those I know, making the rounds. I see you across the room, before I get over to you, you make your way across the room, come up to me, grab my hair and forcefully kiss me. I am left stunned, weak in the knees. As if we are the only ones there you kiss me again, then with a gentle hand under my chin you tilt my head up, a gentle kiss to my lips then a sudden slap to my face. My heart races....my pussy moistens....just at the hope that you will take me and do with me as you will. You push me against the wall and pinch my nipple. Grabbing my hair again you order me to turn around. I turn and face the wall...keeping one hand in my hair, you use the other to lift my skirt and smack my ass as hard as you can. You push yourself up against me, pinning me against the wall and whisper in my ear "you like that? Are you going to be my dirty girl tonight? Be my ?" "Yes. Yes sir." "Are you going to do whatever I ask of you?" "yes sir." You take me by the hand and lead me to the back room and leave the door open so others can see us. Forcefully kissing me again...speaking in breathy tones in my ear between kisses....You're such a good cocksucker...kneel down and take care of me....let others see what a good slut you can be. I obey, kneeling down in front of you, taking your cock from your pants hungrily licking and sucking...working it with my mouth and hand. People are starting to wander by the door, looking in...seeing how expertly I am pleasing you. I pause and glance at the gathering voyeurs a sudden sharp slap to my face..."I didn't give you permission to stop slut"
You sit down and motion for me to come to you. I walk over and stand before you. "Did I tell you to get up off of your knees?" "no sir" Go back to where you started, on your knees and come back to me. I return to the center of the room then on hands and knees crawl back to you to continue sucking your cock like a good little slut. Once I get back to you , you grab my hair, tilt my head back and firmly kiss me..."Thats my good girl" "Take off your top." I do as I am told pulling it up over my head as you reach up and pinch my nipples again. You stand up and turn me around so I am facing the bed then push me down onto it. "Hands over your head" I slide my hands up till they are over my head palms down on the mattress. You pull my skirt back up, this time high enough to show everyone my warm, wet, pink cock craving pussy. Lying on the bed next to me you hold my hands together at the wrist, run your other hand down my back to my ass spanking it again leaving another nice red hand print. Squeeze my ass then moving down to touch me...."You like that don't you? Making you wet isn't it?" I'm no longer speaking only moans and slight nods. You Spank me again, as hard as you can... "You will speak when you are spoken to slut" "Yes sir." "Answer me this time...do you like what I am doing to you?" "Yes I love it...please don't stop" "Mmmmm much better...that's a good girl."
"Spread your legs apart more." I do as I am told and hungrily wait for your touch and further instruction. You reach down and play with my pussy and clit. Then suddenly without any warning you stop. I turn back to see you. A sudden slap to my face..."I did not tell you to move did I?" "No sir" I turn my face back to the mattress again. On your knees you straddle me..I feel your cock and balls as you lean forward and grab me by the hair and lift my head up, a knife in your hand slides gently down my cheek to my neck and you whisper in my ear..."I am going to fuck you however I want...for as long as I want. You are my obedient little fuck-doll. Keep your head and arms down and get on your knees, raise your ass in the air" You get off of me and I assume the requested position. I feel baby oil or lube of some sort dripping between my ass cheeks and running down to my already wet pussy and clit. I feel your rock hard cock sliding into my pussy, penetrating deeply. I am moaning with pleasure as you thrust slowly and completely. Without saying a word to prepare me...you use a finger to violate my ass....then move up to 2 fingers...stretching it ever so slightly...I am loving it..pushing back into you wanting more. Once again you stop without warning and leave me wanting...my ass in the air, face in the bed. It seems like you've been gone forever when I hear you again. "Turn over onto your back" Once again I obey...anything you ask.
You blindfold me now so I cannot see...I feel the knife again...this time the tip lightly tracing around my nipple then down to my shaved pussy and just inside my thigh. I feel ropes being tied to my wrists and ankles...my wrists are bound together, my ankles spread apart. The knife is gone now and there are hands on my...squeezing and playing with my breasts and nipples...a cock in my mouth...I feel another between my legs...
I have no idea who is there or how many people are in the room with us...it is frightening and yet exciting to me. I cum again and again...as the cocks are taken away from me, I feel cum landing on my face and chest, hot and sticky.
The ropes at my ankles are undone again, I am turned onto my stomach and they are re-tied. You spank my ass again and again as you ask me how I liked being such a dirty girl...such a . "I loved it...but only for you" "Yeah? You ready for more?" I say nothing...my mind wants more but my body has had enough, I don't know what to say...Forcefully you grab my hair - "I asked if you want more...are you ready to be fucked again?" "No not yet." "That's too bad." You thrust your cock into my ass without warning. You take your time fucking it at first then become more brutal...fucking me hard...pulling my hair until you can hold back no more...spilling your cum in my now gaping ass.
Those who were watching have now left. Just you and I again. You untie the ropes and blindfold..."turn on your side" I do as I am told. You gently brush the hair from my face, turn my head and kiss me softly. I feel your naked body scoot up behind me, your arm over me gently playing with my breasts....and hear your sweet words in my ear as I lie there....
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Christmas gift?
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Posted:Dec 23, 2008 11:01 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:40 pm
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so...you wake up in the morning to find under the Christmas tree this incredible blond ....bound in deep red velvet ribbon...a single strand of tinsel tied around each hard nipple....A Christmas ornament "ball gag" in her mouth.....or perhaps she is bound with Christmas lights  She is your present you can imagine her any way you wish and do with her as you please.....so....tell me.....what do YOU do with her?
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Pearl Necklace
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Posted:Dec 19, 2008 9:06 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:41 pm
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For M
I kneel naked before you....waiting.....wanting....needing you to praise me, to play with me. A strand of pink "pearls" you drape around my neck then admire the way they lie on my heaving breasts. From behind you slid a finger under the strand and pull, tightening them around my throat. You slide a hand to the front and press them into my throat a bit...
"Stand" you command of me and pull the pearls forward again as a leash.
"on Pointe" at this command I am on tip toe...calves tightened. I am lead to the bed by my beautiful pearl leash. You sit, naked, on the edge of the bed before me. "kneel" I do as commanded again and kneel between your legs. I take you semi hard cock into my mouth and begin pleasing you...your cock hardening while in my mouth. You pick up the camcorder and artfully, carefully use angles to capture my talents so as not to give away my identity entirely....knowing that you will later load our secret video for others to view....for others to watch me suck, lick and kiss your cock, and balls...my head and hand bobbing up and down rhythmically until you indicate to me that you are ready.....I scoot forward, take my mouth off of your cock and receive your pearl necklace across my neck and tits....
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Fantasy
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Posted:Dec 2, 2008 8:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:42 pm
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You control me without trying. The very thought of you controls my thoughts and my every breath. memories of your touch causes a tightness in my chest and a moistening of my lips. After I have spent any time with you I have a tenderness in my neck from the passion of your kisses and biting...controls me for days yet to come as I will press on any tender bits to illicit the memories of being near you. I get lost in my desire and fantasies of you....
I am stripped and standing naked before you. You come in behind me - I continue to stand as still as I can-- feeling fingers graze my back - from my hips up my back and neck, into my hair. You grasp a controlling handful of my hair, pull my head back with it so you can see into my eyes and you tell me - you are beautiful and an obedient dirty girl - then kiss my forehead..direct my head forward and to the left as you kiss my neck and shoulders...biting every little bit.. Fingers trailing down my back again and a sudden smack to my ass. In this room is the padded 2 tier flogging bench. "get up on the bench" I quickly do as I am commanded. You stroke my head, back, buttocks and legs then back up my body again. I hear and feel your breathy sensuous voice in my ear, "Do you trust me? Trust me with absolute certainty?" "Yes. I absolutely trust you, I give myself to you. My body is yours to do with as you please."
Snowy white rope tumbles out of and dangles from your hand from behind your back...You guide my hands/arms down the legs of the bench and tie them to the legs then move my legs to the edges of the padded seat area where I am kneeling and tie them to the bench as well. Again I feel your hands caressing and exploring my body...fingers pausing to rub my pussy then back to the backs of my legs. now a very tender flogger - so sweet and gentlye the sensation - a reward for my obedience. Now alternating impact of a flogger on my back and buttocks then an unpredictable slap of a crop. I devour the mixture of sensation! Now the flogger is changed for another and then another, changing back and forth..my eyes are closed and I know not what to expect. I'll not speak unless spoken to and so you watch me for reactions, flexing and tensing of my legs and feet, slight arching of my back. My freshly reddened skin now rewarded by your gentle touches and kisses. i feel your knee slide between my knees on the bench as you lean in and kiss my back...I can feel your desire to take me and have me as you please. You untie the ropes from the bench, leaving the other end of each rope secured around my extremities. You gather the now empty ends of rope together and lead me away to the bed and instruct me to get up on the be and lie on my back...as I put a knee on the bed and start to move towards the center, I feel your hand between my legs..feeling how wet you have made my pussy...rubbing my clit as I am frozen there in anticipation..will you allow me to cum for you? A little...just enough to make my knees weak..legs shiver a bit... I get on the bed as originally commanded and the ropes are lightly tied to the legs of the bed so that they can be easily released when you are ready for them to be. You fondle, kiss and caress my breasts and nipples causing a series of my "mini-gasms" for what seems like a very enjoyable eternity before continuing down to my wet and wanting pussy. Rubbing my clit between your finger and thumb...giving an occasional lick and kiss...teasing me..allowing me more mini orgasms but not yet allowing a full blown release. you untie me from the ropes and command that I get on my knees on the floor facing the bed. I do as I am told quickly and of course without question. You sit on the edge of the bed, grasp my hair and head...kiss me then tell me I am to please you. Eagerly I wet my lips and my hand and take you into my mouth...one hand at the base of your cock, moving to cup your balls as I move down and suck them then back up to take your cock into my mouth as deep as I can and massaging with my tongue from within my mouth...my head sliding up and down, i am moaning with the satisfaction I derive from the pleasuring you. lots of sucking and licking, caressing and stroking....your cock is so hard and you can no longer wait to take me as you have waited to do all night. Lying on my stomach on the bed, I feel you lie on top of me and hold my hands down with yours...feel your hard cock rubbing on me alternating rubbing my pussy and my ass..."I am ready to take you...ready to hear your appreciative moans and screams as I fuck your hot wet cock craving cunt" I feel you slide into my pussy...it feel so good...what I have been needing for a long time now.....as I cum you feel my pussy contracting around your cock...begging for more....you release my hands and sit up a bit...I feel gratuitous amounts of lube drizzled over my ass...your hands move back to holding my hands down and your cock still pumping in and out of my pussy but slower now...you lean down to my ear and tell me...You are such a dirty girl...I know you love the feeling of a hard cock in your ass...and you've been so good tonight you are going to get everything you desire...and with that I feel you cock leave my pussy and slowly enter my tight wanting well lubed ass....your fingers intertwined with mine as I grip the bed ever so slightly...the pleasure I have of feeling that tight fit initially and then the pounding my properly lubed and warmed up ass can take....until you cum inside of me...collapsing while you are still inside of me.....
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desire
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Posted:Nov 29, 2008 7:18 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:43 pm
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we fuel each others desires....I dress to go out wondering if it will be pleasing to you...I do what I do knowing that I will tell you of it later and that you will be able to recall it at a moments notice and use the images as you stroke your cock. We've yet to touch but know so much of each other. I want you to consider coming with me....I will be dressed in short black skirt...shirt that shows plenty of cleavage. We can meet first for a few drinks...you can enjoy the lingering stares from the other men oggling my breasts knowing that they are imagining what it would feel like to put their hands on them and knowing that you are the one who will be allowed to do so. We go as planned to a party to see the flogging and other activities...we stand off to the side, you with an arm around my neck, standing heind me so I can feel your hard cock against my ass, your hand slowly wandering to grab a handful of my breast. Our desires growing with the sounds of flogging. I need you...I need to be touched by you, taken by you, controlled by you.....
(to be completed later )
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control me
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Posted:Nov 26, 2008 6:26 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:43 pm
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I am wearing black dress, long yet slinky, easily will slide off of my shoulders and to floor...you stand behind me...kissing my neck, shoulders, ears...your hand is in my hair, moves it to the side and bite my neck....I stand as still as I can soft moans and sighs escape my throat. Hands move from hair down my shoulders, pushing the sleeves of my dress off of my shoulders, exposing my full breasts. Your hands now wander down to explore my breasts and nipples as you continue kissing my neck...moving back up near my ears, in a hot breathy whisper you tell me I am a good girl...a good girl with dirty thoughts..you walk around in front of me...grab my hair and use it to push me down onto my knees...your engorged cock waiting for me to suck and lick it...to pleasure you as I have fantasized about SOOO many times. I take you in my mouth moaning as your cock fills my mouth, my lips wrapped around it and sliding up and down all the while I can taste your girlfriends pussy still fresh on your cock. I come up then move my mouth down the side of it and down to your balls...I lick and suck your balls as I hold them with one hand and the other I use on your cock still slick with my spit... You tell me to stand up....lean over the bed..I obediently do as I am told...I feel your hand rubbing my ass..my pussy gets wet in anticipation of what i know is coming....SMACK!...you've been a naughty girl....SMACK!...more rubbing as you talk to me about all of the naughty things I have done continuing with the spanking until my ass is rosy. now moving around behind me I can feel your hard cock against my tender hot ass your hands rubbing my back, occasionally pulling my hair....finally you grab my hair and pull me back up to standing as you slide your cock into my pussy dripping with desire....your arm slides around my neck...almost choking me but very controlled. you are pleasing me yet still teasing me as you know that I desire to be ravaged...roughly fucked....used and abused.....but for that I will have to wait....it is a reward I have not yet earned.
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gggrrrr......
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Posted:Nov 26, 2008 5:37 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:45 pm
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ok so that was short lived....I get a small taste of flogging etc and then the situation changes and is now a hands off friendship as he has a gf...that sucks.....I'm not sure if who I would trust to explore this with me...not that he was exploring  he knows exactly what he was doing....ahhhh....lust lol OK so moving on....still want all of the previously blogged things.....just have to put it on hold til I find someone that I can click with.....
On the up side--what I tried OMG I loved it...should have found it long ago!
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aaaahhhhhhh.......
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Posted:Nov 21, 2008 12:53 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2009 12:46 pm
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so....yeah....I really enjoy giving pleasure....if I find a cock that is just right for me- and before you ask, I cannot tell you what that is exactly other than well groomed- and the person is not ridiculously demanding of certain techniques and can just lay back relax and enjoy the attention....I could just suck that cock and balls and play with them all freakin day.....I don't wanna bunch of cock pics...looking at it does not do a lot for me unless I already have a personal connection with that person. It is just something about knowing I am bringing pleasure to that person, it just.....is something I really truly enjoy. Ok enough said...
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