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Still here and still firing :)
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Still here and still firing :) Hello, I am a touch concerned that my most important blog will end up somewhere on another page, and that it will never be noticed again. It is the result of forty years of my life. That's from around thirteen years of age to now, fifty three years old. There will always be those who trivialise my findings, or those of anyone else, however my findings are not trivial. That's why they took all these years to work out. I had to learn this, that and the other along the way, as it was all part of the solution. That's why it took so long. I probably also had to wait for a few new things to be discovered before my search could be complete. My solutions are perfect for me, as you would see if you met me. However they might not be perfect for someone else. They might only be helpful in some way or another. That's because we are all different. I can rely on rosemary, sage, thyme and parsley to do exactly what they are meant to for me. I tend also not to overdose on any of them. I am not sure anything can totally stop the aging process, just it's really nice to find ways of making aging much more enjoyable, and that was the aim all along. All I ever wanted was an enjoyable and peaceful life, and that was the hardest thing to achieve, taking over thirty years, and shutting myself off from the rest of society, as it seems that every second person will deceive, lie or steal, and I must be this awful person that won't put up with any of that, so I shut people out. It's just me. I even shut my family out. See??? The reason I find that too bad, I never found recognition or rewards for my ability, is because I have not been alone in my search. Lots of people through various levels of society have been searching for similar or the same answers. They found things out that I depended on before I could work my answers out, so I depended on their research and findings. I don't mind any of this. People who make a difference in the world are different, so it's not a bad thing. They don't tend to fit in easily, and that's ok too. Only when I am my normal self, I do tend to fit in, as I am very capable of fitting in. I have lovely communication skills, lots of abilities, and that's what makes me fit in, my understanding, my tolerance and my various abilities. Only I still have to be patient, find things to do, until I get back to normal. I don't think it should be too long. I see lots of positives in me. A little note, someone asked a silly question to make some of us look stupid. It did work, only now I add my tuppence on my blog. When I love someone, I do love them totally, unless they are a friend. I do love my friends, only definitely not with every fibre of my being. I just love them dearly, as they are normally people I can call when I have a problem, people I can laugh and share with, and feel safe with, and that's what makes me love my friends. Only they are different to me, having interests that I may not share, other friends that I may not get on with, and other facets of their lives that I may not fit into. However because they are there for me, my friends are people I love dearly, not with all my heart. I am sorry this does not fit another's recipe for love. I also don't love my with the same passion that I love the man in my life. I love my very much, feeling that there are things that I would sacrifice for them. Only again, I do not love them with the passion that I love a partner with. I do however love my with all my heart in a way, a very different way to the way I love others, so I have love for different people in different ways, and that's just how it is. I even love different men in different ways for different reasons. One man might be a fantastic lover, and another a fantastic companion. I cannot love each in the same way. Being aware of that, when I do find myself loving more than one man, I have to look at how and why, and as I am both monogamous, and fussy. I have to carefully decide how I will work my situation out in the best way for all, as there are other hearts besides mine to consider, and maybe that is the real reason that I am not attached. Maybe it's because I really do care, and would rather let go, than see another sad. 
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